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Hectic but graceful week!
FINALLY I CAN REST THIS WEEKEND! It was a hectic week. Projects and assignments to do rush everyday. There isnt any time for me to spend with my family or even myself. It was a rough week.MONDAY! We were basically rushing our project the whole day, adjusting and making sure everything was in place. I was studying SPSS and like doing PTH project the whole night until at like 12 plus. I didnt even manage to finish studying SPSS as I was kinda zonked out by 10pm.
TUESDAY! SPSS test first time in the morning. By God's grace, I'm just going to pass it with good grades. I honestly was kinda feeling down after the test as I realised I didnt study with rest but I was panicking the night before. And of cos I thought that I didnt do well for it but Im just going to trust Jesus. PTH project mates were like rushing our project during every break to make sure everything's okay. During the presentation itself, I kinda stammered and just didnt know what I was doing. Presentation over and I went to meet Cleo and Denise.
WENT TO CLEO'S HOUSE! :) We ate Mee Sua cooked by her mummy and we started dancing to korean songs. RING DING DONG was on TV and so we screamt and started grooving to it. I was having fun while looking out for the rest at the door. We had a surprise for Denise! :) They came during the ending of RING DING DONG and Cleo's mummy ran out with the cake without Denise knowing and then they lit it up. and we appeared behind her and sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE BESTIE YEO! :) Clinton, Isaac, Imm, Swee, Ling and Jeremy came!
We grew together. We had fun together. We were pissed off with each other. We had many embarassing moments together. Thanks for being here for me all the while even when I left, even when Im around. Thanks for loving me! and I LOVE YOU TOOOO! :)
We watched Jia Hao Yue Yuan together. The rest wasnt interested at first. But as the show starts and Sweemin, Isaac, Clinton, Immanuel were just curious and sitting around with us to watch. As the show goes on, we were all very engrossed in it with Cleo's parents and when the show ended, Isaac wanted to find someone that has cabletv at home to watch the last episode the next day. LOOL! We went to eat ice cream later. Talked until Macs closed and we went home!
WEDNESDAY! Didnt go for FOM lecture as I couldnt wake up on time. Realised that I forgot to print the PTH reflection and so I got Cherrie to print it for me. Came for the other lectures and had GEMS. Brought my lappy for nothing as we didnt need it during GEMS but I thank God that he made me bring it cos if not, Cherrie couldnt print the reflection for me already. During GEMS, We had an interview session and there would be an assignment next week. GOSH! Scary! I went home to take a nap and like woke up to buy dinner for myself and started on IDEAS. From 7-12 plus I was working on it as my zbrush kept closing on me. It had a problem somewhere and I got so pissed but at the last minute, God brought it through for me and when I finished it, I realised I did it supernaturally in just an hour! :)
THURSDAY! Had IDEAS presentation. I had my speech in mind but when I started talking, I got nervous and lots of "like" appeared in my speech. LOL! I felt disappointed after IDEAS. I dont know why. Suddenly, I felt so disappointed with myself after so many things that happened. I just looked back and like thought to myself, "Why is my life like that? Why did I screw it up for the last few months? Why did I etcetc" and I realised that its about the I and I and I. Totally not focussing during PACC tutorial and just wanted to cry out loud anytime. I had to hold them back of cos. Talked to Cherrie and she told me "Whenever you look to yourself, you'll just get disappointed." TRUE! I decided not to go Korean class but go for IM productions instead. I felt that going to Korean class will just make me more drained and upset and I decided to serve upon the Lord. So I went home to change and went to meet Justin, Melvin and Min Hwe at Kallang to walk to Noel building together. :) We started helping out for the productions for GenRev camp! I felt so peaceful after that. :)
FRIDAY! Woke up and packed my things in a rush and like did my CRS homework on the train. HAHA! It's just highlighting anyway. Had fun during CRS discussing and just reading articles. =D I should just stop being late for class seriously. DADDDY! Im kinda scared for my CRS CA next week though. Rachel and me want to go CAMBODIA! TO HELP THE KIDS! I had a strong desire to like be part of CIP events cos I wanna reach out to people and like suddenly rachel just told me she had this desire. I got so excited and told her about my desire too and we BOTH WENT CRAZY and so we started to look for Mr Tan to ask if the Cambodia trip still has vacancies. He told us that there's a new one so we can go and try asking the teacher. PRAISE JESUS! :) I realised, I dont need to wait till I got big bucks to help people. I can start now with the little that I have. :) AMEN!
Went for IM Arrow Productions and I thank God for ideas to make the lemon slices. I just hear Daddy telling me I can, try it. So I tried and I did it! and so I taught the rest to do it and we finished our lemons! We went for caregroup! Caregroup was fun! VERY FUN! I just felt so WOOHOOOS to be able to get back to my family again. Sharing session was definitely fun and like annointed. Zheng Kai prayed over some of us and I just couldnt help but cry out and let go and like JESUSSSS! We went very high after caregroup and we came out with claps for each other. Mine was "HURHURHUR HURHURHUR I need to pee", Denise has her spasm clap, Cleo has her zi pai clap, Cherrie has her robot dance, Sam has her "I want to touch the bodyguard" clap and ZHENGKAI HAS HIS "OHMYGODDDDDD AHHHHH" clap. HOHOHO!
We also started dancing to sorrysorry and junhao's version - sorrysorry ni de ta de ni de ta de. LOL! We got so tired after that and went home.
TODAY! I was supposed to like go for the Banquet Of Honour briefing but I got so tired and had a severe headache from the not enough sleep for the past few days of rushing projects and so I gave it a miss and had a good rest. Went to buy lunch and like talked to Sweee on the phone. HEEE! Now Im like bloggggging. Nxt week's just IDEAS Participation Performance. I still dont know what to do. JESUS, IDEAS! Meeting Swee for dinner later and might go Denise's house to stay as tomorrow we have to report at like 730 at expo for rock kidz. :)


Shu Ming