I'M HIS PRECIOUS LITTLE GIRL

Moved.

2009-11-16T22:29:00.004+08:00

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Loves,
Shu

SLACK!

2009-11-15T23:18:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY! Didnt go to school again. Woke up at like 12 and stood at the computer at 1 all the way till three plus. I spent everything on shopping. I just felt like spending and at one go, my money just flew! hahahaha. I watched my drama before heading out to meet Cheryl at tamp 1. We talked, ate frolick and met Joel(her friend). We slacked awhile then I left them to meet jeremy, isaac, sweemin and denise! We had a long journey together.

We walked from Ion Orchard to Cineleisure, then back to Shaw House and then to Far East then back to Shaw house for our movie. I felt like vomiting in the theatre as we sat the front row and I just wanted to vomit anytime. It felt like some 3D movie and I can hear Denise tsk-ing away throughout the movie. My hands were getting attacked by her claws with her grabbing on to me and scrreaming. LOL! Isaac left halfway the movie while we cabbed home after that.

SATURDAY! Have to wake up early and get dressed for the Banquet Of Honour event. The event was fun! Just seeing all the dosmestic helpers screaming and having fun with their idols on stage. I really got shocked when I saw them jumping out of their seats and running to the front like some concert we see in Taiwan or HongKong. The phllipino guy's really quite hot and charming. hohohoho! Cleo and me went crazy after he took off his shades. HAHA! We headed for arrow after the event and I had a fun time. :) Went to hang out with denise for awhile after that and went homeeee.

Waited for jie to come back. Fell asleep while taking a power nap from my OM research and woke up at 6am due to the noises that Jie made when she came back. When I woke up at 12 this afternoon, they are gone again. They went to do some work again. So I waited at home while doing my project and we watched drama together and went central to eat GOOD FOOOD. :)

Tomorrow's school again. I cant wait for holidays. :) I just want to slack.

2009-11-13T02:01:00.003+08:00

Managed to get through the day with my on and off headaches and with myself being nauseaous. The lectures were super boring. I didnt have notes for PTH and I just stoned and watched Vannie's Itouch with her. PACC was more fruitful with me copying and really understanding what is petty cash all about. If im not wrong, I've been working as a petty cashier. :) It's an accounting term. It's not me being petty kay. LOL! FOM was also quite good. Thank God for my lappy. I filled in the blanks using my lappy. At least I have the blanks and not having to be just stoning the whole lecture. Grabbed some small food and went home to sleeeeeep until like 1030. HOHO! Woke up and called weiwei to buy food for me while I watched my 我爱黑社棒棒堂。 :) I also watched 海派甜心 episode 2. I decided not to start any other dramas cos if not I would be watching 5 dramas at one go. LOL! My K.O3guo have been ongoing since the start of the year, with 海派甜心 that I just started last week with SweeMin, 痞子英雄 that I bought on impulse but ended up loving it. (weiwei say that 仔仔 didnt wanna act for part 2 so it was kinda cancelled) BUT ITS SO SUCCESSFUL! MANXZXZ! I love my 赵文延！So now i'm watching 3 dramas altogether with one that i'm planning to finish it fast and lend sweemin and the other two ongoing online. I will be waiting for the 下一站幸福 cd to come out as Jie's gonna buy it. So I shall patiently wait. HOHO! As for 桃花小妹 I shall watch it like maybe after more episodes come out. HAHA! SEE, ALOT RIGHT! MSTs coming soon!

I still have OM project due on Monday, IDEAS in two weeks time. Talking about IDEAS, I thank god for courage to do something real stupid in class today. We sang. CAN YOU IMAGINE? SANG SHE. Okay, stop it. HAHA! With the zhaoxia duet and Edwin joining us. Embarassed.

Two more years.
JESUS, HELP!
I really cant.
I really need someone to fall back on.
Which is you.

2009-11-12T10:57:00.003+08:00

I'm in accounting class doing lab sessions now. It's kinda boring if I were to follow Mr Tan step by step. I heard from Gary and Ting that they are going back to NTUC to work. hahahah! And that Eliz and gang are applying for work too. hohoho, now fairprice is full of prcs students. I guess I can get kicked off soonnn. I dont think they will need me anymore. HOHO!

I feel like vomiting mannzxzxz. Today's a rough start for me. I was late and as I have a short IDEAS participation performance and also that there is participation marks awarded for being early, I cabbed down. Uncle didnt understand dover and dropped me at Buona Vista and claimed that it's Dover. So i went like whatever and I wanted to take bus 74 down. The bus came on time and apparently, it just drove past me, leaving me in a whole bunch of crowd. I got so pekcek and went to take a train and I was 20 mins late still. SUAY RIGHT! and I even dropped my lappy on the way there. I seriously can vomit anytime now. GAWDDDD. When I woke up, my eyes were swollen toooo. Dont know if i should go home..

It's not isolation.
But disgusted.
Be it low or high profile.
Im not gonna care/bother.
Just go bang wall.

i need wisdom~

2009-11-10T20:05:00.002+08:00

I kinda MIA-ed today. :) I overslept and decided not to go for stats subconsciously in my sleeep. HOHO! I wanted to go for FOM tutorial but vannie told me that there isnt any tutorial. So I called her to confirm and after chatting for awhile, I received a message from tiantian that tutorial was cancelled so I skipped the whole day of school as my travelling time = my last tutorial's time. I decided to watch my drama and slack the whole day away. Started on my Black and White, a drama that I bought on impulse yesterday. I bought it out of boredom and cos I wanted to like spend on something so I walked in the shop and just grab a drama. I didnt regret it though cos its really nice! HOHOHO! From 12pm until like 730, I was watching it from ep1 to ep9. My eyes are kinda blurred now. LOL! I had many miss calls and messages.

Thank God that I saw JiaQi's sms in time if not she would be waiting for me until God Knows When. HAHA! I skipped table tennis toooo and now im waiting for jiejie to come back to the east so we can go and eat our dinner. :) I really did some self discipline and wisdom in my studies. I feeel so slack now, which is not good at all.

2009-11-09T23:19:00.003+08:00

SUNDAY WAS AWESOME! :) We reported at Expo Hall 7 at like 705am and we went in after everyone reached. We had a introduction and briefing and it was so weird to hear the servers calling Daryl and Wei Yang "teacher Daryl and teacher Wei Yang". HAHA! We started the setting up and thank god for His grace that Jia Wei and me managed to set up the booth ourselves as none of us were from Rock Kidz. We got some help from some teachers though. The whole day was great and I got to interact with the small kids and really talked to them. They shared their games, their small detailed stories with me about where they are going after service etc. HAHA! We had Praise and worship with the GEMS and went back for their bible story and games. :)

We headed off to Burger King for lunch after serving and went to meet the caregroup for service! Service was great and we sat so near Pastor. :) The pre-service was good and the performance were great and funny! Esp the announcement by "The Beegees" and the singing performance by "Elvis Presley" and the "Sambal Chillies" i think. hahahah! There was this short period of time during service that Denise, Josh and me were sleeping in one row. LOL! We were so tiredddd manzxzxzxzx. We headed to Denise house after service to help her out with her project shooting and like Im so sorry that I couldnt act well. HAHA! Denise and Cleo had to like really teach me on making expressions that Denise wanted in her project. HAHAA! :) We had good food cooked by Denise's mummy and we went homeeeeee. I realised that my ezlink card got no money, wallet no money and so I had to like take a cab with Nets but I got onto one without. So I had to like get weiwei to come down to help me pay for it. 4 bucks only anw. HAHA!

TODAY! School was short. We had some straw nest activity during OM tutorial and our egg broke. We were so confident but yet it broke. We were so sad. GAHHH! Edwin thinks that its due to the pressure of vibration when we burst the balloon that was attached to the nest. HAHA! Maybe. But we got 3/10 for it anw. Better than 0. :) Next week CRS and OM! this week GEMS AND IDEAS small assignments. GOSHHH!

Hectic but graceful week!

2009-11-07T15:16:00.002+08:00

FINALLY I CAN REST THIS WEEKEND! It was a hectic week. Projects and assignments to do rush everyday. There isnt any time for me to spend with my family or even myself. It was a rough week.

MONDAY! We were basically rushing our project the whole day, adjusting and making sure everything was in place. I was studying SPSS and like doing PTH project the whole night until at like 12 plus. I didnt even manage to finish studying SPSS as I was kinda zonked out by 10pm.

TUESDAY! SPSS test first time in the morning. By God's grace, I'm just going to pass it with good grades. I honestly was kinda feeling down after the test as I realised I didnt study with rest but I was panicking the night before. And of cos I thought that I didnt do well for it but Im just going to trust Jesus. PTH project mates were like rushing our project during every break to make sure everything's okay. During the presentation itself, I kinda stammered and just didnt know what I was doing. Presentation over and I went to meet Cleo and Denise.

WENT TO CLEO'S HOUSE! :) We ate Mee Sua cooked by her mummy and we started dancing to korean songs. RING DING DONG was on TV and so we screamt and started grooving to it. I was having fun while looking out for the rest at the door. We had a surprise for Denise! :) They came during the ending of RING DING DONG and Cleo's mummy ran out with the cake without Denise knowing and then they lit it up. and we appeared behind her and sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE BESTIE YEO! :) Clinton, Isaac, Imm, Swee, Ling and Jeremy came!

We grew together. We had fun together. We were pissed off with each other. We had many embarassing moments together. Thanks for being here for me all the while even when I left, even when Im around. Thanks for loving me! and I LOVE YOU TOOOO! :)

We watched Jia Hao Yue Yuan together. The rest wasnt interested at first. But as the show starts and Sweemin, Isaac, Clinton, Immanuel were just curious and sitting around with us to watch. As the show goes on, we were all very engrossed in it with Cleo's parents and when the show ended, Isaac wanted to find someone that has cabletv at home to watch the last episode the next day. LOOL! We went to eat ice cream later. Talked until Macs closed and we went home!

WEDNESDAY! Didnt go for FOM lecture as I couldnt wake up on time. Realised that I forgot to print the PTH reflection and so I got Cherrie to print it for me. Came for the other lectures and had GEMS. Brought my lappy for nothing as we didnt need it during GEMS but I thank God that he made me bring it cos if not, Cherrie couldnt print the reflection for me already. During GEMS, We had an interview session and there would be an assignment next week. GOSH! Scary! I went home to take a nap and like woke up to buy dinner for myself and started on IDEAS. From 7-12 plus I was working on it as my zbrush kept closing on me. It had a problem somewhere and I got so pissed but at the last minute, God brought it through for me and when I finished it, I realised I did it supernaturally in just an hour! :)

THURSDAY! Had IDEAS presentation. I had my speech in mind but when I started talking, I got nervous and lots of "like" appeared in my speech. LOL! I felt disappointed after IDEAS. I dont know why. Suddenly, I felt so disappointed with myself after so many things that happened. I just looked back and like thought to myself, "Why is my life like that? Why did I screw it up for the last few months? Why did I etcetc" and I realised that its about the I and I and I. Totally not focussing during PACC tutorial and just wanted to cry out loud anytime. I had to hold them back of cos. Talked to Cherrie and she told me "Whenever you look to yourself, you'll just get disappointed." TRUE! I decided not to go Korean class but go for IM productions instead. I felt that going to Korean class will just make me more drained and upset and I decided to serve upon the Lord. So I went home to change and went to meet Justin, Melvin and Min Hwe at Kallang to walk to Noel building together. :) We started helping out for the productions for GenRev camp! I felt so peaceful after that. :)

FRIDAY! Woke up and packed my things in a rush and like did my CRS homework on the train. HAHA! It's just highlighting anyway. Had fun during CRS discussing and just reading articles. =D I should just stop being late for class seriously. DADDDY! Im kinda scared for my CRS CA next week though. Rachel and me want to go CAMBODIA! TO HELP THE KIDS! I had a strong desire to like be part of CIP events cos I wanna reach out to people and like suddenly rachel just told me she had this desire. I got so excited and told her about my desire too and we BOTH WENT CRAZY and so we started to look for Mr Tan to ask if the Cambodia trip still has vacancies. He told us that there's a new one so we can go and try asking the teacher. PRAISE JESUS! :) I realised, I dont need to wait till I got big bucks to help people. I can start now with the little that I have. :) AMEN!

Went for IM Arrow Productions and I thank God for ideas to make the lemon slices. I just hear Daddy telling me I can, try it. So I tried and I did it! and so I taught the rest to do it and we finished our lemons! We went for caregroup! Caregroup was fun! VERY FUN! I just felt so WOOHOOOS to be able to get back to my family again. Sharing session was definitely fun and like annointed. Zheng Kai prayed over some of us and I just couldnt help but cry out and let go and like JESUSSSS! We went very high after caregroup and we came out with claps for each other. Mine was "HURHURHUR HURHURHUR I need to pee", Denise has her spasm clap, Cleo has her zi pai clap, Cherrie has her robot dance, Sam has her "I want to touch the bodyguard" clap and ZHENGKAI HAS HIS "OHMYGODDDDDD AHHHHH" clap. HOHOHO!

We also started dancing to sorrysorry and junhao's version - sorrysorry ni de ta de ni de ta de. LOL! We got so tired after that and went home.

TODAY! I was supposed to like go for the Banquet Of Honour briefing but I got so tired and had a severe headache from the not enough sleep for the past few days of rushing projects and so I gave it a miss and had a good rest. Went to buy lunch and like talked to Sweee on the phone. HEEE! Now Im like bloggggging. Nxt week's just IDEAS Participation Performance. I still dont know what to do. JESUS, IDEAS! Meeting Swee for dinner later and might go Denise's house to stay as tomorrow we have to report at like 730 at expo for rock kidz. :)

CIPCIPCIPLOVE

2009-11-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY CIP! :) I slept over at Jas house the night before and so I had to rush over to SCAS in the morning. I met Tsu Ting and some other Arrow youths on bus 358 and we went over together. We had our briefing before the other youths come and started preparing. A&F team was so freeeee! So we went to help the ManPower & Publicity out. :) I really had fun just blessing everyone. I helped to distribute the lunch boxes to every group of volunteers and helped to usher. But before I can do my ushering, I was arrowed by Coach Gary to take care of a kid, Rahul. :) He's very hyper and kept running around but seeing him so close to his bestfriend Thiam Hock just made me so touched. They are so real. The kids were so real to each other and even to us. I just cant stop smiling whenever I see the kids running and dancing around. I dont know how to describe the whole event. Even when doing my reflection, I didnt know what to say. All I can say is love. There was so much of His love and presence among everyone of us. :) LOVE-ly. :):)

After the whole event, everyone was tired but yet we still went to Whitesands Foodcourt to have our dinnner!! Saw Jun An. He came behind me and SHU MING SHU MING SHU MING! LOL! I thought it was Jeremy or something. Didnt expect to see him there. We had a great time of fellowship at foodcourt and at macs eating our ice cream and dessert and singing fake birthday songs from table to table. Cleo and me went off early at the end to rest.

SUNDAY!! Work. Okay, nothing much just some pissing customer. She totally spoilt my day and made me so pissedddd! Whatever. Hurt my back though. From carrying of things at CIP and worsened it today when working. I put SALONPAS already. =D Pray it helps a little. PROJECT TMR! I must really catch up with the group. JESUSSSSS!

I literally went crazy.
It's not just the word - crazy.
I really went emotionally crazy.
Too stress?
Or too naive initially?
I felt like Im Jem Finch.

2009-10-29T13:57:00.002+08:00

I guess I shouldn't have said so much but just leave.
Leave and rest in Jesus,
who will back me up.

LOVE THEM!

2009-10-28T23:12:00.001+08:00

Love this photoo the most!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMM!

WOOOHOOS, EASTIES!

Imm became one of us now! :)

2009-10-28T22:26:00.003+08:00

School has been okay for me, just that I'm going through some personal rough patch. Im walking it with my Daddy Jesus of course but it can get very crazy at times. I wasnt focussed in school at all. I just felt like I'm in a very floaty state and feeling super disorganised. But this week have been quite a fruitful week in catching up with many whom I have not met for ages. One of them is none other than my beloved cousin, JANEY! :)

MONDAY! She came Dover to find me and we went to Marina Square to have MOF! Both of us ordered something to be cooked in egg sauce and it was delicious! Talked on the way there and at MOF. I got to know some of her stories and she knew mine! She went to Vivo after dinner to find npcg while I went home. Saw something which pissed me off badly and had quite a talk. I didnt expect myself to break down after that call. For no reason.

TUESDAY! We stayed for PTH but realised there isnt any class so we kinda wasted two hours away. I managed to order macs after many phone calls in and out to Elias Macs. HAHA! Went home to change and checked out the chalet prices during Dec for 09S414. :) Got An Ting to collect the money from the class already. I went to meet my beloved CHERYL! She had to follow me around to find food to eat. First, I ate YaKun and realised that it isnt enough for me to hold my hunger for the rest of the night so I went to the food court and packed Ban Mian out to the space outside FoodCourt to eat with her. :) We talked, laughed and did many stupid things. We had a great time with each other. AND I WANT TO ANNOUNCE THE RETARDED THINGS THAT SHE DID!

Firstly, she found out that I told Jona something and she gave a real stupid face that have her eyes, mouth, arms open wide and gave out a hoarse loud scream. HAHA! We started laughing straight away and I kept imitating her. Secondly, we saw Sean and BOTH OF US SAID HELLO. After like talking to him for awhile, she cut in our conversation and asked "Who are you ah?" Sean and me gave the ... face. LOOOL! We ate icecream and walked rounds and rounds around the MRT station before going home. Otw to the interchange, I saw Hui Zhen, Wei Zhong and Jeremy Tan. We had quite a long chat and I headed homeee!

Finally, the message came. The question came. Honestly, at the moment of time, I felt super reluctant to reply, to let go. Still, I decided that I should. After a whole week of being crazy and struggling with my flesh. We had a long talk and he knew my reasons, he knew what I was struggling with, and so it ended.

TODAY! Firstly, overslept so decided to wake up for second lecture. When its time to wake up, I felt a great migraine headache and so I continued sleeping. Woke up with bodyaches at 11 plus and went to see the doctor. However, the doc was closed for lunch so I went to eat lunch. Wei called and told me he's home for awhile so I packed lunch for him after eating and planned for Jie's surprise. Of cos, I kinda spoilt it the surprise during a call with her. HAHAH! But she still got touched by us in the end. He went for work while I went to settle some bank endorsement for the FAS App Form for MJC Bursary that they resent me during Sep. Went to the doc to get MC and like came home and drama-ed 我爱黑社棒棒堂 until ten plus. Celebrated Jie's bday with fruit tarts. :)

Study first, fun later. :)

2009-10-25T18:39:00.002+08:00

School have started and there's only few words to describe it. Enjoyment of school comes from the desire to study. :) I thank God for Daryl who prayed for the CG for desire to study and Daddy answered his prayers! So I was being filled with the strong desire to study and do my projects the whole weeek. Almost every module is new to us but yet I find it exciting and scary at the same time. Exciting for the enjoyment of it, scared of the results. I got 59 for my PACC semestral exam. I'm quite upset about it because I know I could do better if I was discerning enough to not shift focus at the wrong time.

I thank God for my classmates. Though I didnt go for the chalet and Sentosa outing, I still feel loved among them. and finally! I went for devo! Wednesday was the most fruitful and enjoyable day for me. I have never felt that happy ever since I left church for that threee months. There was no awkwardness, there's only love and love. Daddy was among us. I could felt the strong bond that Daddy has placed between my friends and I. Even though we did not see each other for so long, we still managed to talk like before. Thanks everyone for being there for me, not leaving me with arms open wide. We celebrated Immanuel's birthday at Fish Manhatten and I love my platter combo. We camwhored on the way home after that!

FRIDAY! Time to work. Met Jaslyn and we went to each other's house to change and pack things. We worked until 11. I was supposed to work until 10 but I decided to wait for her. I closed counter at 1030 as I had totally no coins left, not even a row. So I closed and waited for her and we went in. Went back home to eat porridge and then both of us knocked out until next noon.

SATURDAY! We went to eat Justacia with Jas's mum and celeste! Had good food and went to Jie's chalet to help jonathan and weiwei set up things(weiwei complained that jona's not a very good help though cos he kept running away, HAHA). Went for work after that and came to the chalet at 10 plus. Everyone bought at my counter. WeiWei, Jonathan, AhHow Korkor, Jessie JieJie and Ariel) I got super upset that I missed everything but accepted their reason that alot of people had to leave so I just stopped being upset. hahahah! Janey's mum came and we started eating like good food cooked by Gina Barce. and JESSICA WAS THERE! YOOHOOOOO! The people who stayed were Jie, Wei, Jessica, Jie's friend, Jonathan, Me, Ling, Jas and Clinton! Clinton came to find us after Alex's chalet. :):) We didnt really catch up and yet spent some time just sitting around in that cosy chalet. =D Ling and me watched K.O3anguo then we went to sleeeeep. hahahah! Only Clin didnt sleeep cos he wanted to catch the first train back home.

SUNDAY! WORK TODAY! Supposed to work at 9 but Jas and me both thought Im supposed to work at 10 until when she reported for work. She realised Im supposed to report too so she called me like lots of times cos I didnt wanna pick up. HOHO! Reached at 930 and worked until 4. Went to find wei and jie at chalet and packed up. Now im home! we're gng off to like eat and prob upgrade my phone. :)

MORE PICTURES ON IMM'S BDAY AND CHALET SOON!

WEEK OF FUN!

2009-10-20T23:46:00.002+08:00

It's been a long while since I've posted. I'll just post a brief one and some photos that I like kay. :D I slept for like three hours just now so im like quite awake now. HOHO!

WEDNESDAY! I was feeling quite unwell but still went out for awhile with how and then went to find aunt at trumpet praise and ask about some bookmarks to include in the goodie bags. :) Had like dinner and went home.

THURSDAY! Work again! HAHA, and I was like late for work. I woke up like at 10 when Im supposed to be at the counter at 10 so I had to call Mei Ling and tell her that I'll be late. She expected me to reach at 11 but I reached at 1030 and shocked her when I entered the chief cashier room. HOHO!

FRIDAY! Both of us worked morning and then we headed over home to like rest. I slept for like an hour while she was using the computer. We left house at like 615 when we're supposed to meet at 630 Kembangan. They waited for us still and we were not the latest. JONATHAN WAS THE LATEST! =X We walked over to Mak's Place to eatt. The food was awesomeee! :) But Ms Jun didnt go. Of cos, I admit that class outing became like clique outing. We were all kinda spliited up thanks to the different tables all of us are seated at. PHOTOOOOS!

SATURDAY! I was on off cos Jas's Mum took over me as she's the RCC for the night. Since I had to go for Ting's party, I didnt work. I went for CIP shopping in the morning. Lionel picked me up at Tanah Merah at like 1145 and reached IMM at 1215. Had a fun time like clearing the shelves but had to put everything back as there were not enough stocks for the stamp set but Coach didnt wanted it so thank God! hahahha. We went off to Daiso and found many things there. Initially, we thought there werent enough stocks cos they said all stocks on the shelves. But God multiplied the stocks and we see more appearing miraculously! AND WE FOUND 100 CUTE DOODLING BOOKS! :D After shopping, Lionel fetched me to the Marina Barrage and I rot there for like an hour before they come. Had fun catching up with Cheryl! I spent almost the whole day with her.

SUNDAY! Back to work and I was late even though I stayed at Jas house. Celeste kinda make me late! hahahaa, then Zhang Wei was like standing at the counter looking out for me and he kept nagging that Im late.

MONDAY&TUESDAY! Excited for school. I thank God for favour. Even though I never go chalet or sentosa, I still had fun with my classmates and kinda feel bonded with them. :) My class are like gamblers, addicted to dai di. LOOL! School's quite fun for me. I got lots of desires for God to fulfil in my last two months of the dektos year. :D AMEN!

I miss the presence of them.
I feel like coming back.
But Daddy,
I'm scared.

WORKWORKWORK

2009-10-12T20:50:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY! Had a great time working for the last day with the hush puppies promoters. Ting and Cheryl came to find me to talk for at least one hour each to reduce my boredom of sitting there. Though it's a Sunday, there isnt much people buying those things. Sam, Pearl, Steph, Chan Xi, and the class guys came to find me toooooo! HAHAHA! Liang's parents came to buy things too and we pretended that we didnt know each other but ended up bursting into laughter when i return the change. HOHO! Jas and family waited for me with New York New York packed food! Im so blessed. hahaha. Went to the poolside to eat with Jas, How and called Cheryl down. We just chitchatted like how we used to and I went back to Jas house to stay at 1230.

TODAY! Went to work. Woke up late but its okay. hahahaa, Jas house is so near anw. Worked till 4 and there was once when the boss have to come and help me pack things. Cos the queue was getting longer and the crowd was getting noisier. I cant handle also. Thank God for her mans! Went back to jas house to sleep as wasnt feeling well already due to the past nights of not sleeping well. Now waiting for 9pm to come so I can register for my GEMS module. I missed the first appt. Jas and her mum went down for stock take alr. so sad! JAS LEFT ME ALONE. But she just sayanged me. HAHAHHA! I like some baby liddat.

OHYA! Got my commission from Alfred, Jona, Shayne and Hz just now. Had quite a fun fast talk with them. hahahaha. :D

SLACKSLACK

2009-10-11T13:05:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU JASLYN! :D She worked full day for me yesterday because she felt like it so I managed to stay home and rest. :D I stayed home the whole day and went to Macs to eat lunch with How. :) I went to find Jie and Wei at Jess house after that. HOHO! They were playing mahjong while I was playing my lappy. Lappy no more batt so I went to the room to rewatch San Guo with WeiWei cos he wanted to watch it since its a nice episode.

Slept at like 330. Have to go work later. GOSH! hahahaa. Kinda in a lazy mode but I have to! Have class chalet also but somehow dont feel like going. For some kinda of personal reasons. hahaa. but still will go de. don worry. HAHA!

HOWHOWHOW!

2009-10-10T02:44:00.003+08:00

HOWHOWHOW! Wednesday was just full day work and dearie came to find me after his kbox with his friends. We went to Macs to find his friends after work. hahaha, Got to know three of this friends and saw some real unglam photos from them. WOOHOO! and get to know a fellow MJ-mate. HAHA!

Went Sim Lim with How on Thursday after having SuperDog for lunch. Didnt eat much either because both of us had no appetite. He got his thumbdrive at Sony with the help of Qi and then when I looked opposite, I saw Wei Kiat at Nubox. HAHA! But of cos I didnt go over cos I dont think any of them remembered or know me. We went Bugis to walkwalk after that, Iluma is seriously nothing but NOTHING! Went back and was kinda "on the dot" for work. hahaha! Dearie got sick. Awwww! Stayed at Jas house after buying back our Burger King for dinner. :D Talked till 2am.

FRIDAY! I kept thinking it was a saturday. Went for work and like had James to talk to the whole day. If not I will be bored. As the supervisor was not around, Im like crazy walking around and hugging everyone I know. I saw Mr Leung, Raudhah, Rau's bf, Dennis & gang, Darius and Darkus, Darius(MJC), Joel Koh, Cassandra, Hup, Ting, Felicia and basically everyone. HAHAHA! Jas and auntie so meannn! Knowing that I was so hungry, they came to me and went "OH WE ARE SO FULL!" But Jas is nice enough to buy fishballs for me. :D I was busy guessing riddles of the promoters. LOOL! Work was fast and went to catch a movie with how. :D Haeundae The Deadly Tsunami! It was hard watching it due to the subtitles. White subs with the dull background makes me go blind. HAHA! It was very sad though. I cried like mad and I was controlling my tears. Imagine if I didnt, I think I can start whining and crying loudly already. Highly recommended to watch it. :) I love the Prince of the Sea. He's so cute. AWWWW! and Heung Syun! and also the retard Dong Choon. LOOL!

How sent me home after that. His fever got worst. His whole face was as red as a lobster by the time we reached my house. So I got him some ice and wet towel to like freshen himself up and also to cool himself down before heading home to rest. Went down to get Macs Happy Meals for WeiWei and me. :D Watching SanGuo now. =D

2009-10-08T11:23:00.002+08:00

I dont like the rain. I fell asleep yesterday again while talking to many people online. SO SORRY CLINTON! It's not that I didnt want to reply or read it. I read it when I woke up already. Sorrry! I fell asleep while waiting for your reply. I really didnt mean to. and sorry Janey, JoshKoh, Ling and How. I left everything on and my sister's going to kill me tonight when I come home.

The rain is making me scared.
Whole house filled with darkness.

Left alone a few times.
Esteem.
Emotions.
All in a mess.

Thunder struck.
Daddy, Im scared.

How's Birthday + Work

2009-10-08T00:20:00.002+08:00

HOW's BIRTHDAY~ I woke up and realised I had to do the laundry before heading out if not my sister will flare up. So I did it and got How to get the watch from Swee before meeting him. Surprised him with a cake when he got down from the bus and we went to had breakfast at Elias. But it ended up that im the one eating again. HAHA! We went to buy some essential things for his bbq and we carried everything to his house. Headed to Ehub to pass Swee's buyer the watch and talked to Jas for awhile. (Along the way, I did something stupid by forgetting to bring the watch out and had How to cycle all the way back again.) Went back to his house and after awhile, Steph and Denise came! We watched baby and singing videos while waiting for the rest to come.

Not long after, Gary, Kenny and Rui Yuan came. Jun An, Jolene, Jun Liang and Si Ying came only later in the evening as they had school. We played our usual games again - Murderer, Heart Attack, Mahjong, Dai Di etc. HAHHAA! Managed to learn some Mahjong but seriously I sucked at it. Heart Attack got me screaming esp when Liang is the one hitting. Kenny was the poor one having his hand hit by at least seven people till his hand became real red. We had bbq and TOO BAD! I GOT BADBADBAD GASTRIC! So I ended up eating one plate of spaghetti and started squatting around and grabbing Steph's hand. THANKS STEPH FOR ACCOMPANYING ME ALL THE WAY TILL 11. :) Thanks howhow. :D hahahhaa. We cut the cake and like An and Liang left with their girlfriends while we stayed on to continue playing. hahhaa! We all went home at 11 and only Gary, Kenny, Rui Yuan, how and me went back to his house and while they were dota-ing, I was watching my sanguo. HOHOHO!

Went to eat breakfast with how before heading home to sleeeeeeeeep. :D Went for work after that. Headed to Jas chalet and talked to her after wrk. got to know Anni. (A nice friend to have. JAS! APPRECIATE HER HOR~ )

TODAY! Worked full. Was initially rotting the whole day until night shift. Jas swtheart was so nice to find me so many times with her classmates today. Ate Subway with her during my one hour accumulated break. Aunty Ah Mui have to chase me off the counter so that I would go and eat. Thank God Jas came in time. Haa! I got to know Justin and Rayson. HAHA! Cheryl bestie also kept coming to find me to talk whenever Im bored. She acc-ed me to the toilet, acc-ed me to talk nonsense and etc at the counter. Hees! :D How came to find me after work and my last sale was at 920pm with an amount of $215.40. I knew there's a big fish so I waited. HAHHAHAHA!

Cruise + chalet

2009-10-04T22:07:00.002+08:00

HELLO! It's been ages since I've updated anything about myself.

CRUISE! I had a great time with the girls and the seven boys there. Also, got to get quite close to the lecturers and know them better. We ate alot during the cruise. Around three to four meals per day. BIG MEALS! Chinese food, Western and mediteranean buffets. :D Pictures would be at fb yo! hahaha. Of cos, we had some downs and also some high moments. But I heard from my girls in my cabin that Im forever sleeping the earliest. HAHA! On the last day, I didnt really want t come back cos cruise is like away from the civilisation. And I found it quite cool that I didnt have to know anything that's happening on shore and just go away from shore with my reception cut off. Shopped at Penang and Phuket. :D Fine dining was the best! :D Good food & photos.

CHALET! I had to work due to the four days of off from the cruise so like I couldnt get any extra days off for the chalet to accompany howhow. So I had to like go after my work which means super little time spent with them. Many things happened during the chalet which enabled us to get closer somehow. Be it unhappy or funny etc. JASLYN GAVE ME A SHADOWKICK ON THE FIRST NIGHT! Thanks to Kenny. Cos Kenny was snoring like mad and she couldnt sleep so she threw tantrum and unknowingly kicked me in her sleep. Second night was worst. How pushed me down the bed to the floor, whacked me and like tsk me etcetc. HAHAHA! End up Jas came to my rescue when Liang's phone alarm went off. She woke up and got me up to the bed.

Everyone went home to rest while I worked and later they played mahjong while I went home. Went to find Jas after that and like ate yoghurt and wrote some card and fell asleep in the ehub yogurt place for half hour. How came and we went to watch movie! :) Surrogates. Kinda retarded though. Went homeeeeeee and work again.

YESTERDAY! How came after my work again and this time we went walking around. Ade and Denise came to find us and I didnt get to catch up with ade but managed to see and hug her. HOHOHO! How and me went to somewhere to finish up our sushi and went homeee!

TODAY! LATE FOR WORK! Cabbed down and the uncle didnt have change. So I just need to pay whatever else I have in my wallet other than the fifty bucks. Had some fun wrking today. :D finally the promoters talked to me. Went to eat with Janey's Mum, SweeMin, Jie, Zhi Wei and his friend at Chompchomp. FAV SEAFOOD! Sorry swee, forgot u cant eat then end up she ate veggie and chicken wings only. Im gna watch some dramas now and sleeeep.

Boring updates & thoughts

2009-09-24T22:33:00.002+08:00

I will just update some boring daily life before I get to the thoughts I've generated these few days.

I went to work today and like when I saw Jaslyn at the counter, I just couldnt believe it. I've been asking her to go work with me etc for like at least a year and she didnt until TODAY! I started smiling upon stepping into NTUC thanks to her. HAHA! Some of them remembered me of cos, as the girl who quit the earliest last year I suppose. haa! Aunty Jessie has been very patient in reminding me many things over and over again cos I kept forgetting. For instance, returning the Nets Card right after they keyed in their pin number and the way I pack my food into the plastic bags. Hee!

I was feeling super stone the whole day cos I was out until 33oam with how and slept only at 4am having to wake up at 8am. HAHA! I thank God for energy though. I was able to keep myself awake and Im quite surprised that Im actually enjoying the job now. I used to kinda not like it etc but now I enjoyed it. I dont know why, prob cos this is the second time im doing it and there is lesser stress?

Waited for Jas after work and went to get some fishballs and bubble tea to eat. I ps-ed her in the end cos I went to meet Denise to eat dinner so we can go for our korean class. Lover was confused today. I was feeling okay but at the end of the lesson, there were more and more question marks in my head. Plus, Denise Yeo informed me about the Diploma Plus. Im not able to attend the briefing tomorrow but I would want to apply for Dip Plus though. :D I got a GPA of 3.579! Daddy met my expectations. I told God that if I dont get at least 3.5, I'll cry and I GOT IT RIGHT ON THE DOT! :) I went home with Denise Tan and like took bus from her house bus stop.

Insecurity is all I hear.
All kinds of labels from different people.
I can state them all.
Cos those words came out from unexpected people.
I'm really going wild.
Daddy, I cant help it.

2009-09-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY! Supposed to serve for IM but ended up didnt as firstly, I wasnt feeling that well in the morning when I woke up. Secondly, I didnt have any proper shoes to wear for serving as I only wore slippers to Jas house to stay. Arrow was fun and woohoooooos! Went for CG dinner(after so longgg) and managed to catch up with Sam, Denise etc. :D Talked to Denise on the way home while Ting Hui have to like stone all the way cos he doesnt know what we are talking about. HOHO!

SUNDAY! I went for third with Swee Min on that day. Got to know some of the DARE kids and like really, they are super different from Arrow youths. Ate JustAcia aka JustNoodles with SweeMin and like went back to her house with her. We watched Pastor Prince's first podcast! I headed down to Tampines to meet Jordan and like saw Ms Shim while walking around in TM. Had a mini celebration for my belated and his advanced birthday. :D HAHAA! Mosquitoes love to attack him and not me. MUAHAHAHA!

MONDAY! Headed down to like Jaslyn's house to put my lappy and stuffs and headed down to the CC to meet the rest for planning time! :) We kinda planned for at least an hour or so and like went our own separate ways. JASLYN ATE ONE AND HALF MCCHICKEN! Woahs! Big eater. She ate the half of mine of cos while I only ate half. Had dinner at her house and like we slacked all the way by watching EHB. I laughed like mad at my shindongdong. hahahah! and went crazy over my Hankyung & Dong Hae. We slept at like one plus two and next morning...

NEXT MORNING TUESDAY! Keonni from Fujitsu called and like asked why did I smsed him and like so I told him that Im at my friend's house and asked him to come Pasir Ris to service my lappy instead. I continued sleeping and didnt realise that he gave me 22 missed calls before I picked up his 23rd call thanks to Jas. I went to celeste's room to sleep as I couldnt sleep at Jas room and like left my room there. So jas was the one who felt the vibrations and passed it to me. I picked up and found out that he has been standing outside jas house for like super long. MY DATA ALL GONEEEE! MY MUSICCCC! but it's okay. I just dont like the reconfiguration part again. =(

Went to TeoHeng with Jas and only Steph, Denise, YiXuan and Tricia went. But we still had lots of fun there doing arm wrestling experiments, eating chicken rice. After that, we went back to whitesands to eat our Wan Chai and like had lots of nonsensical stuffs. :D Jordan came afterwards and we went to hang out while the rest went home.

TODAY! Jas called and like told me that I can go back work again so I agreeed and went back and both of us will start wrk tomorrow. WOAHS! Cant believe it. LOOL! :D We slacked our time away today.

Another two boring days!

2009-09-18T13:15:00.003+08:00

MY HOUSE IS TEARING DOWN BY THE NEIGHBOURS DIRECTLY ABOVE ME! BANGBANGBANG DRILLDRILLDRILL! MY MUSIC THAT IS CURRENTLY AT FULL BLAST IS NOT ENOUGH TO COVER THE NOISES.

THURSDAY! I went to meet Jordan at Whitesands for brunch but he ended up not eating. I was the only one eating and I saw KHONGKHONG! :D SOOO happy. He bought his food and went off and I bought around the same as lk and ate. Chatted with How and then went to meet Jas. He went off to play his arcade while Jas and me went in to Comics Connection to like go gaga over her super junior and DBSKKKKKKKKKK! HAHAHAHHA! Decided not to waste money and like went back to find How and like we just walked super slowly to kill time. We kinda abandoned How and went to Tampines and Century Square to walk around while waiting for Denise Yeo to come. WHEN SHE CAME, WE HEADED FOR HAAGEN DAZS ICE CREAM BUFFET! Talked about anything under the sun, though Yeo kept going back to the same topic. HAHA! In total, I ate 11 big scoops, Denise ate 14 scoops, Jas ate like around 8 I think. HAHA! Got sick of it somehow. But now Im craving for the Belgian Choc. Heeeees!~

Went to shop around at Tamp1 and headed to Jas house to wait for Denise Tan. Her mummy came to fetch me and we went for the Korean class together. Everyone were either too old or too young. So we were kinda in the middle. It was quite difficult with all the vowels and consonants. GAHH! We have to do our homework and memorise. =X We went to Jas house after that and eat noodles. DENISE COOKED FOR ME. Her aim is to be a virtuous housewife next time. HAHAHA! Walked all the way from DTE to Denise's house after that. Had heart to heart talkie. :D Bus-ed home and like watched ID Jing Ying with Jie. She haven watch front episodes. She kinda know the story cos I kept telling her. I gotta return Jem Tse sooooon. Talked to lover until 3am plus.

TODAY! Fujitsu guy's supposed to come today but he sms-ed me to say that He fell sick so the appt changed to Tuesday. Kinda clash with the singing with Denise, Jas they all but I would head down after the repairing I suppose. HAHA! The guy will come at around 12. :( Washing clothes now. and Just as I was blogging, the noise stopped. :D

BORING WEEEEEK.

2009-09-17T01:37:00.004+08:00

MONDAY! Woke up super late and watched my sanguo and cried like mad. REAL MAD over a dramaa. It's like as if Im the one suffering a separation. HAHA! :D Went out to watch movie with Jordan. Everything is M18 and so we just anyhow chose "Dance Flick" and we kinda regretted because it's really gross. So we sneaked into another theatre "The Gamer" and watched like qtr of it. :D Went to slack around and went home. Moving on I suppose. Have to.

TUESDAY! I woke up at like 1230 and prepared to head down to Suntec for IM Productions. Im finally in IM! :D I went there and only Melvin was there so I went to Yakichi to eat lunch alone first. Went up and got to know Angie and Yi Wei and we started doing walkie talkies with strings and cups. :D Moved to Amethyst Room and we started crumpling some gray paper and started doing the props for pre service. :D AWESOME! Went to Orchard to meet Jie and Gina after that. We went with Gina to make her customised dress and then me and Jie went to eat at Ion - Dong Dae Mun small bites. LOL! We took bus homeee and ahhow korkor came with Ariel to give us vodka. MY LAPPY CRASHED! ahhow korkor tried to help me fix it but he stopped cos he don wanna void my warranty. HAHA! So later we started watching marriage videos of them and also Sherly cousin.

WEDNESDAY! I nua-ed at home the whole day today. :D:D Monkey.

TODAY! Talking to Jas now. We have been talking on the phone for two hours. :D

IT Fair & Macbook siaoo!

2009-09-14T13:56:00.000+08:00

I have been busy working ever since Thursday till yesterday and Im like feeling super tired from the four days of promoting Macbooks. I had fun with my friends though. Managed to make new friends especially Dominic. :D Thanks for protecting me from the ASUS stalker mans! There was this ASUS guy that came to Nubox daily and just talk to me. It was okay for the first few days but on the last day, He just kept staring at me and like telling me real random stuffs like "My friends never call me go sing k, I very sad lehs." or just smile at me and continue staring. I asked him to like continue carrying the banner and walk around but he said "nvm de la, also nobody bother about it." and the boys came to protect me! HAHAH! Jona pretended to call me and I managed to escape for awhile. Dominic saw him from afar and like came to block me from him. HAHAH! All sorts of nonsense.

Sales have been okay for me for all days. We have been going for supper after work everyday with the rest like Steph, Jordan How, Gary, SuYing, Vanessa, HuiBin etc. JoshWong and Jona became like kinda buddies. HAHAHA! They are sooo cute. Saw many people while working. YaoZhong(Dont know whether is him cos both of us just stared at each other and like ehh familiar lehs, so I just randomly waved to try my luck), Clement(SP DTRM Facil), Shaun Koh, Alan(Jie's friend), Alan(Jie's friend also), Audrey(Jie's friend), Janey's Dad's Brother In Law(He came to approach me), Mr Goh(Sec 1 Maths Teacher), Jaslyn! And of cos WanLin came to find Jona almost everyday. HEEEE!

This morning at like 2am I wanted to take a power nap so I can watch my drama. But I ended up sleeping until 6am then ZhiWei woke up shocked to see all the lights on. I told him that I fell asleep with my lappy on too. HAHAHHA! Then I off everything and continued sleeping. :D Ling going overseas. I so sad, I miss her can! She has been messaging me to encourage me and being there for me morally. :D Talked to cheryl on phone for like hours tooo on Thurs and this morning before I fell asleep. HOHO! :D

Quite affected by what's happening.
Daddy, mend my friendships.
Mend my heart.

Daddy's journey with me for the week!

2009-09-10T01:04:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY! Connect 09! I was initially reluctant to go for it but still decided to wake up early for it. Janey's mum fetched us there and we had Burger King for breakfast along with some of the NPCG members. I was honestly feeling awkward and weird at first seeing my caregroup. I dont know for what reason too. I sat with Sara and she just totally cheered me up. :D We went to the 6th floor for some Wii games and like I felt so home again. Told Evelyn some stuffs and really felt muchh better. We headed for lunch! Denise and me bought Yakichi and bubble tea. YOOHOOS! The message by Pastor Gab was great and I left early after that to meet Jie. :D Met her at Hougang and had some Taitai session. We went to the salon and while she did her nails, I did my hair and nails tooo! :D For ah how's wedding.

After doing everything. I even had a free ice cream by Jie and like we headed down to Pasir Ris Costa Sands for Niki'a birthday chalet. I was feeling foreign there due to the people. There were people from other nationalities and like many different kinds of people too. But the food by Gina was awesome! BBQ intestine, BBQ pork, fruit salad etcetc. HEAVENLY! Got so tired and cabbed home.

SUNDAY! A day of meetings. :D I met Cleo and Denise at whitesands and as we were late, we cabbed down to Funan and met JoshWong at the entrance. We went in for the job training and we were totally OMG-ing away when we saw Jona and gang walking in. HAHAHA! The training was like quite okay and I understood almost everything. I took down some notes in my phone and realised that I cleared my drafts yesterday forgeetting that the notes taken were inside. So now, Im left with nothing but just yea, Jona said he would help though. :)

Went to have lunch at Astons and like I had to kinda rush as Astons' service was quite slow. Thank God the food came quite fast still and I kinda just munched my food down before heading to Suntec Convention coffeebean to have subcomm A&F meeting. OH YA! I still haven do the signup form. GOSH! I need to do it by Saturday. Daddy, remind me please in the midst of my IT fair. I pray for favour! After meeting, Lionel, Zhan Yi and me went to Evergreen to like "research" on some things for the meeting and went to find our CG.

Service was AWESOME! A service that I felt so refreshing and enjoyed alot. Darlene Zchech came with her band and like we had a cool and annointed praise and worship with the youths jumping in front. :D For a Sunday service, it's reallly cool. The message was good too! It reminded me of how Daddy's grace is more than enough for me. A constant reminder of His grace for me. :D I felt that from Saturday onwards, It has been a love break for me. Daddy has been reminding me and dropping revelations in my heart even though mistakes might come along the way.

After service, went home with Denise. We walked past the Waffle shop and decided to like drop by for some Waffles and Ice Cream. Had good food and talk before heading home. :D:D

MONDAY! I met up with Steph, Denise, Jessie, Jaslyn and Jordan to go TeoHeng to like have a singing session. The touch screen was really cool but yet it made me hand super tiring as I have to like lift it up for a long time to choose the songs. Plus the remote is hard to use. HAHA! Sang quite abit and went to eat chicken rice. :D Jordan and Denise went for job training but the rest of us went to Bugis to walk around before heading home. Jas and me went to find Cheryl and updated each other. (apparently, God placed something in my heart.) Jas got to go off while I accompanied Cheryl to get her stuffs at Watsons and I went offf.

TUESDAY! I OFFICIALLY MADE DARYL WAIT FOR FOUR HOURS! =X Totally not proud of it, felt bad though. I woke up at ten and managed to get him and told him to meet at 12. I ended up oversleeping again and He had to wait for me at tamp1 for like two hours. Im so sorrry! We went to eat at foodcourt and like headed down to Bras Basah to get the materials and like met up with Cherrie, Yong An, Evelyn, Joshkoh, lover for dinner at Justacia. They didnt realise that Justnoodles have changed name to justacia. Only I can get used to it. HAHA! cos of the dte branch.

Server's session was definitely CRAZY! The rest who ddnt come for dinner came to meet us and we had like lots of fun listening to the word by Coach Joanne. I just find that they are really words of wisdom that God has dropped in my heart. I felt soooo, refreshed that night. I felt so recharged by His love and like realllyreally come to realise that there are words of some ppl that I dont really give weight to and really should start doing so. Honour is reallly, woahs.

Went to Macs with Denise and managed to catch up a little with Yew Seng from GenRev and like I saw Janey and family. I totally screamt and ran towards Janey's Mum to hug her and randomly just waved hi to some unknown person. She's from church though but I didnt know why did I even say hello. HAHA! So embarassingggggg! Got a ride home with Denise and Lover.

WEDNESDAY! ahhow's wedding. And again, Daddy spoke to me again onw marriage. On how marriage is really from Him and today, i kinda teared during the holy matrimony not cos of how touching the whole wedding process of my cousins, but how beautifully and wonderfully God had made all these romance start. Caught a whole new revelation of things and realllly start to walk a journey with Jesus. A journey on romance. :D

Just when I felt so helpless and emotional, Daddy's always here to pick me up at the right time and really speaking to me words of romance and love.

SHOPPING!

2009-09-04T18:45:00.004+08:00

THURSDAY! Woke up at like 12nn and was so tireddd still. Got a call from Jordan and he told me about his funnnny story about him studying the wrong things. Seriously mans! So like I accompanied him to the polyclinic and waited there for two hours just to get an MC. Wasnt bored for the whole two hours though because I was playing with his PSP. Both taking turns to play it. Went down to Sim Lim to find Wei Qi cos Jordan wants to like find an external casing for his IDE 3.5 hard disk. I totally know nothing about all these IT things. I only got like credit for my IT NSW. HAHA! We slacked until like 7 plus when my sister FINALLY reached. He went back while I continued shoopping with my sister. Got the things we wanted for Ah How(not jordan, LOL!) korkor's wedding and took like 36 back to airport to change a bus.

TODAY! Woke up at like 5am. Didnt manage to sleep well and woke up early to send Celeste off to Wu Han. hahah! Felt like part of Jas family alr. No one believed that I could actually wake up on time to like send her off. When I woke up, Jie was like "you're seriously going?" HAHAHA! Uncle came to fetch me and like we went to the airport and stayed there until Celeste went into the departure hall. I love the airport. It just gives me a feeling of escape from the world. Like so cool. I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS. Even if im just going alone. I miss Korea with jiejie. :D:D Went back to Jas house to sleeep until like 12 and got ready to meet Denise. Jess came laterwards.

Went shopping at Bugis and this is the first time that both us shop like no one's business. We got what we wanted and like never hesitated before buying. We just see and buy. HAHAHA! Got tired in the end after shopping at bugis and suntec and went back to the east. I went home cos I need to meet Jie to collect her pants that she ordered at Verge at Suntec ytd. Collecting at tamp. :D Might shop more. LOL! I got two vintage bags today, one waist belt to match the wedding day outfit, one bike jacket, one cotton on pants, one cotton on slippers.

WANT TO BUY NEW PHONE! AND UPGRADE MY PLAN. :D Want more clothes. :D

Singing on Monday I think, with the currrent people that we hang out with.

CC retards

2009-09-03T00:49:00.000+08:00

studying weeek.

2009-09-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

IM BACK AGAIN! One more paper tomorrow morning and everything's over. Finally. I was totally so burnt out today by studying so many topics in one day. I've been heading down to Lavender for the past few days for the wake until Sunday. Which is why I didnt study much also. Even at the CC, I cant really focus and have to leave like at early evening. Finally had my fresh food from Daddy on Sunday evening.

Went to catch a movie with how after that. :D The proposal! It was funny and there was this part when I laughed really like mad cos I found out some things and like just kept laughing even when the story have moved on quite far from it already. Managed to catch the last bus back home.

MONDAY! Went for breakfast with Ahbel, manda, jas and how at subway. I think my appetite has gone smaller ever since exams started. I have been feeling full after eating like only half of my food. We went back to sec school after that and like WE SAW MS JUNAINAH, MR LEUNG, MRS KOH, MR NG etc. :D We had fun just seeing the teachers. There is something in common that we realised is that - we got tired after walking awhile around the school. It must be the lifts in the polytechnics that caused us to be so lazy from climbing the stairs. HAHAHA! Jas and me headed to the cc with dan after that. Went to like study again! Met up with Janey and Aunt for dinner at Elias aircon place again. (FOREVER eating there) Hear some not so pleasant drama stories and like went back and study.

Went off to the beach to have some time off. :D and some misunderstanding due to my phone problems popped up. hahahhaa. thanks guys for being so concerned and so sorry to make you guys worried.

TODAY! Studied, drama-ed and talked to Jas in the cc again. Hais, today was just a crazy day trying to squeeze everything in my head. Until now, I still dont really know much. I can understand what I am reading but nothing seems to go in. GAHHH! I felt so floaty today also. And the cc person lost Janey's card and gave me a new one. I wrote my name down and realised its quite a mistake cos the computer records are under Janey's name. it's expiring soon anyway. & Jun an was really being so funny today. hahahha! Jas and her english, bone marrow and etc. hehee!

TOMORROWWWWWW! Signing up for some class with Lover and denise. :D

Somehow A Happy day..

2009-08-27T00:13:00.003+08:00

TUESDAY! Went to study with lover at elias cc and like we had the whole room to ourselves. We could talk a little louder because there was only one girl. Until when she left, we talked super loudly and freely. Lover kept stoning. She's tired. hahaha! I just kept mugging few chapters and everything and like also stoned a little. We went to eat mixed rice and went back to study room. Jun Liang and Evan came after that. But we left the room at like 8 plus cos we couldnt absorb anymore and we finally took pictures! it's on fb. HEE! :D

WEDNESDAY! I woke up late because I was teaching Kel maths over the phone in the wee hours and like also, we crapped along the way and like I slept at 5am. I woke up and like rushed dwn to the CC to meet Denise and Jas because they do not have the card. Jun Liang went to their rescue though. HAHAA! I brought brown sugar macchiato for her and she watched until her saliva was drooling over the boys. hahahha! The room was filled with silence until her laughter broke it. LOOOL! Jordan, Rui Yuan & Evan came after that. And I realised Im kinda the only one studying while the boys were dota-ing, Jas and JunLiang were drama-ing.

Janey came also after hearing the news of ahgong.. Yea, Denise, Jas and her accompanied me to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner(three in one meal) and like we crapped, laughed and talked for two hours before going back. DENISE! WE ARE ENROLLING FOR THE KOR CLASS RIGHT? :D:D The cc uncle was soooo funny and blur. We went back and Jun An came not long after. Had his 18th birthday celebration for him. :D Ate pizza and surprised him with a small cake. AND THANK GOD HE LOVES CHOC AND WALNUT! :D Cos we bought the choc walnut brownie for him. :D Laughed alot with them and I was feeling somehow okay cos had them to like brighten up my day. Thank God for Janey toooo.

Jas and me walked to the bus stop and my sis called to ask me walk back to Janey's house. So I did and like they fetched me home. WOW, i thought what. Tomorrow's ggt paper and like im kinda half prepared for it. GOSH!

Thanks spb for caring and THANKYOU THOSE WHO CALLED ME! :D

Really feel like going wild again.

Thoughts

2009-08-25T23:54:00.003+08:00

Mugging allows me to push thoughts aside.
Mugging allows me to forget everything.
Be it temporal or permanent.
Mugging is like a force that
Pushes thoughts down the water.
But after awhile, they will surface back up again.

Now I know how it feels
To see your back view.

2009-08-25T01:40:00.002+08:00

Just realised that I haven been talking to Daddy and even skipped all the hillsong music just to listen to other secular songs. I think it's a super unwise choice because it willl make me super emotional and start to think too much over things. Condemnation will then start to come in all over again. SHOO DEVIL! Have to tell you that I will not be foooled so easily.

Plus, I kinda MIA-ed, I realised. In church, In class. The only people who see me still are Jordan, Jaslyn, Cheryl and prob Wei Ting also. HAHA! Dont worry Cherrie, Im not disappearing on purpose. :D Arms open wide playing on my itunes now. I just suddenly felt so lifted up again. Was blog hopping just now and suddenly just "woke up". I realised how I have made the cyber life have dominion over me. I should be the one having dominion over my cyber life and using it for His glory.

Also, the things that I think about are really unnecessary. I think I have put weight to the wrong things. :D But honestly, I dont know why, I feel so drifted away from everyone. As in from the girls in class and caregroup. Yes, I am really physically drifted cos I always not around but as in emotionally. I feel so absent. Daddy, I really need you back in my life. Continue that good work you have done in my life. :D

SORRY TO BORE YOU WITH STUDYING POSTS

2009-08-25T00:50:00.003+08:00

SUNDAY! Went to 2nd service and had pepper lunch for lunch with Janey, Aunt, Aunty Jo and her friend. But I was stoning most of the time as I was quite worried for my next day's paper. After service, went back to Elias study room to study. I studied only like for half hour and ended up slacking and talking outside with Jordan, Denise and Jaslyn. We didnt allow Jordan to go. HAHAH! He stayed back until 9 in the end. Jona and Wanlin came to find us after that at 7 plus and joined us. We came up with a terrific plan to lock Jas out but in the end we realised it cant be done as we only got two cards for the room. HOHO! Walked to the bus 3 bus stop with Jas and had a great talk with her. We continued our talk at night over the phone but somehow the momentum got broken already. So we just chit chatted over lame things.

MONDAY! Woke up early in the morning and like went down to the study room again. Denise came at 12 plus. Jordan and me left at like one plus for school, had lunch and went to our exam rooms. PACC was manageable. I have no comments for it cos I did the past year papers and i got the format right but my answers and calculations were all haywired. PRAY MAN! I thank God that Sam gave me the study seminar card cos I being very worried and when she gave it to me, I had a sudden reminder. :D:D Vannie waited with me for Jordan and then we went back to the study room to find Jas, Denise, Jun Liang and other two juniors of prcs. Started playing hangman and doodling on Jordan's tablet pc. hahahaa! HOME! tmr no paper.

once again, it shatters.
I still cant get over.

2009-08-23T00:27:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY & TODAY WAS COOOL! :D

FRIDAY! Went to Sentosa with Jie and like had a rainy and sunny day altogether. There was like hot sun then suddenly there was thunder and rain. We stayed in the shelter and started eating our half eaten delifrance sandwich and taking photos. I listened to music and slowly, the sun started to show. We prepared ourselves lying under the sun and started tanning. I didnt get tan but got red instead. But the red is turning to a tan soon. :D Headed to Seah Yim hawker centre to eat and like went to Peace Centre to surprise WeiWei. However, it turned out that he surprised us instead. He came out and turned to us. He said he could feel that we were there hiding.

SATURDAY! I couldnt wake up for study seminar and was itching all over and so I decided to sleep in. Went to find Jas at like 1 plus and by the time the bus came, we left dte at like 2 and reached at 2 plus. But we went in to the study room much later thanks to some call. I was being so nice of wanting to counsel and like took out time to listen but yet I was being shot back of being just entertaining him. WOW!

Went in to the study room and like started doing tutorials and marking them. Realised I made alot of careless mistakes. Went to eat with Denise, Jessie and Jas at 5 and ended up talking and eating for an hour plus until 630. Went back to study and at around 815, Jordan, Denise, Jess, Jas and me were like talking already. Janey was still studying. She came to find me! hahahaha! I MISS HER LAHHS. we had fun together talking after the rest left and im staying at her hse tonight. cos going second tmr before gng to study. :D

Half-playing half-studying. =X

2009-08-21T01:20:00.002+08:00

WEDNESDAY! Slept super early on Tuesday night as I overslept while messaging and Jie helped me to like off my lappy. I slept all the wway till the next morning and went to coffeebean to study by myself. I was waiting for Jaslyn to finish watching her drama and somehow contact me. Didnt know that she was waiting for me also. So like I studied and saw Solomon, Cassandra and Felicia. They studied inside while I was outside in the HOTHOT SUN! I couldnt stand the cold inside as I didnt have jacket so I chose to study in the hot sun instead.

As I was studying, I turned and Jordan Cheong came to talk to me for awhile. hahhah! I saw someone in blue inside coffeebean and thought it was just some unknown person, probably some ahbeng. Never did I expect it to be Jordan How! LOL! I was making my way to meet Jaslyn at her house already then he messaged me that he's in coffeebean and asked to meet to study. Im like stunned as I couldnt see him and Im in coffeebean. Then I realised he's at the corner studying. So, Jaslyn and Jona came down to find us and we started studying. Of cos, the result wasnt fruitful. We went to play pool and headed down to Elias.

Jordan, Jas and me went to Elias study room to study. It was more effective over there. HAHA! At least I managed to understand all my accounting concepts inside and Wei Ting came to find us afterwards. :D We left at 930(WT left at 7 though). I went to Jas house to stayover. :D:D We chatted till like two and decided to sleep in case Jas have any jet lag the next day cos she have exams on Friday(which is today).

THURSDAY! We woke up quite late as we kinda nua-ed on the bed for awhile and slacked the whole afternoon away stoning and watching tv. We finally got motivated to like study again with the help of her friend, Rayson, who called to ask if we wanted to study. So we went to buy bubble tea and some sushi and got back to the poolside to study. Cheryl popped out of somewhere suddenly when we were walking back from Ehub. HOHO! Studied all the way till 9 plus. I did pacc tutorials that I have not done during normal school tutorials. =X I think i need more practice as I realised I still dont know my P & L etc and those what prepaid accrued tingtong well yet.

Came back home. :D Now jie watching drama while Im talking to Denise Yeo online and like blogging away. Me and Jie going Sentosa for SISTER time tomorrow. :D HOHOHO! PACC, JESUS, YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF IT AMEN! :D

FRUITFUL OR NOT?

2009-08-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

If i were to rate how is my day today, I would be speechless about it.

I went to school for ITAB presentation and we drew lots to see who present first. We were praying for last or something but we got first. Sam, Pearl and some of the girls dragged teacher's time by asking questions even though they know what to do already. Just for us. So that they can put my page in and to solve their dropdown menu problem. But teacher got kinda fustrated after awhile and so we came up with some stupid reason for the fault at the dropdown menu. HAHA! Presentation was good and I just saw even better ones by other groups. I was amazed at how they did the GIF images etc. :D We got to rate our classsmates and everyone got around the same marks from me. :D:D

We went to eat after school at Plaza Sing. From 9 girls, become 8 because TianTian had to stay back for her ITAB report. Slowly from 8 to 7 because Rachel went home by bus. From 7 to 6 because HengYin went home with her friend. From 6 to 5 because Vannie became lazy and wanted to go home too. From 5 to F4! HAHAH! Cos ChanXi went to find her boyfriend. So we were left with four.

I felt bad and I decided to call Jas to tell her im going to eat lunch but she told me she going somewhere else first. BEST! hahahahha! The four of us ate and walked around and went home after that. I went home and decided to like clean the house after the chat with the girls. Jasmine kept nagging and so I decided that I should do some cleaning in my rooom. I swept the floor, mopped the floor(cinderella style) and wanted to change bedsheets. As I was changing and lift up my mattress, I shrieked! There were so much hair. I couldnt find any better methods to clean it up so I wanted to go down to like buy batteries for my mini vacumn cleaner. Just as I was going out, Hengyin called to ask about econs and while talking to her, I left the house and when i hung up, I went to the lift and suddenly, I stoned. I realised, MY KEY IS NOT WITH ME!

I was totally blanked out and lost and just stared into my house and like, gosh how. I called my sister and told her and she said she could only come back home at like 730. So I tried all kinds of method to like get my key. I shook the shoerack, I used my hand to stretch in and taking slippers to shoot a wooden rod down, knowing that the key is too inside to take. I was just trying stupid things outside. Wandered around, Bought crunchie and mogumogu to snack at the door. Went to walk around and ate dinner. Went to buy Teens just to read at the door. Regretted not buying teenage instead. D: Jie came at 730 and i managed to come in!

Anyway, no wonder me and Jaslyn are friends. Both of us are just so blur. She took wrong direction of bus home and ended up in some foreign place. I locked myself out of the door. WONDERFUL! and we get pissed by each other. HAHAHHAHAHA! still, i love you kayy. hahahha.

2009-08-18T02:03:00.002+08:00

HELLO! :D AFTER A WHOLE STRESSFUL AND PISSING OFF SUNDAY, DADDY IS SOOO GOOD TO MAKE MY PRESENTATION SUCCESSFUL AND FUN!

I had fun doing those funny things with Meera, Shina, Nabilah and Tiantian. There was the starting when we took out our china fans and started doing some really weird things with LOUD china music. I saw Ms Emilda's face - classic. Her face was just super shocked and she seem to be laughing in a "I dont know whether to laugh or cry" expression. Ku Xiao Bu De. HOHO!

I came straight home yesterday with a bad headache and I ended up using the computer and started searching for JavaScripts online for the ITAB project. Couldnt find it anywhere in blogger templates and decided to leave Steph a message on MSN. I went to sleeep at like 7 and woke up at 9. Bad timing cos I missed dinner time and ate the currypuff that Jie bought for me. That's it. HUNGRYY NOW! :(

I thank God for Cherrie anyway. I went around asking on how to do the JavaScript as the one that Steph gave me couldnt work in Expression Web software. So I had to like ask around and initially didn wanna ask Cherrie because I thought she wont learn it. So I asked a few ppl and gave up. Asked Cherrie and she actually knew everything about HTML codes and websites at her fingertips. GAHH! She helped me with it and ALL I HAD TO DO WAS TO PUT IT INTO MY CODING PAGE. :D:D Awesome right! Thanks Clin for being there and wanting to help tooo. heeeee.

the atmosphere is becoming weird again.
& my cover is coming up again.
Speechless on the different attitudes people can have.
Daddy, stop my attitude of gossiping.
Let whatever I say be edifying and wise.

JESSSUS

2009-08-17T01:21:00.002+08:00

OH GOD! I thank God for Jesus! I was feeling super drained and I guess it's because I have not been going to church for like two weeeks and I just need FOOOOD! Spiritual food. I woke up yesterday morning and went to Mandai Crematorium to see Mummy's niche. For the first time, I teared. I dont know why also. I have never teared whenever I go there and today's the first time I shocked Janey's Mum, Jie and Wei. hahaha!

I went back to Janey's house and rest while waiting for her to change and everything. Decided to cab down and I went for meeting. I learnt about managing finances through the testimony of Joshen. I really need to stop taking cabs and just make the effort to go to school or church early so I would not need to take a cab with the reason of being late. Went to Cityhall to meet my EC group members. Im so sorry that I kinda just threw a bad tantrum as I really wasnt feeling good at all. I just kept tearing everywhere I go.

Went for service after 25 minutes of discussing with EC members and went to eat Sakae with Jie after that. :D Service was awesome and filled me up once again. Came back and plugged in to Pastor Mark's sermon on parenting. I kinda teared. It really spoke to my heart. It somehow tells people of what my heart is. hahhaa!

THANK GOD I FINISHED THE POWERPOINT OF EC! ENJOYED DOING IT TOOOOO! WITH JESUSSSSSSSSS. PRAISE THE LORD! WOOHOOOOS! :D

2009-08-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

I went to school for like half hour for PACC only because I was like around 25 minutes late. I asked Phillip Tan for the exam calculator sticker he kept nagging. UGHHS! I have to like find him during one of the days when I go back during the study break. Irritating! The girls went to The Soup Spoon to eat our breakfast cum lunch. I ended up ordering something with so much disgusting veggie. I dont like carrots and parsley. EEWW! We went shopping and just walk around and spent a LOOONG time in BHG doing "We know what". hahahha!

I went to Ion after that while waiting for Jordan. We shopped around and like went to Cineleisure to watch G.I Joe. The graphics were fake but yet the storyline quite okay ah. I was kinda going crazy and fa hua chi over the Korean guy, Li Bing Xian. HAHHAA! But he's the bad guy. AWWW! We ate Pastamania before that and my pasta tastes like drainwater. totally no taste at all. LOOL! =X We went back after that and I went to meet Jeremy etc.

I had a great time chatting on the phone with tiantian. HAHA! Talking about crapp and then I went to find the gang and we went to tamp1 to gossip and really play retarded games like truth or dare. Went to meet Jie and went home together! :D

IM IN HOLIDAY MOOD. NOT GOOD!
I wannt shoppppp! Vanniiiie! Remember ah. :D

RWPS

2009-08-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

These are the photos! :D

2009-08-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO! :D I didnt go for stats again as I felt a little nauseous and I was practically sweating when the fan was just right in front of me. I went to school for ITAB and did the project. I did it halfway and realised Im on a different frequency as the rest and Im kinda doing it wrongly. So I redo again and spent quite a long time just on the links as there are many other world wonders. Anyone knows how to do a drop down list. Like hmms, I know Stephanie's blog have but hahaha, means i have to go blogskins to search for the html code so I can give Chanxi to insert it in. :D:D

Had presentation today! :D I think i look weird. But according to Jasmine, I look like a teacher and according to HengYin, I look like a hamster. LOOL! Presentation was good and also not very pleasant. I was being confident at the introductory speech but at the language elaboration part, Ms Tan showed the five mins sign. I ended up being so kanchiong and started stammering and blabbering. GAHH! Took photos. (Will post up later)

Went to west mall with the girls except chanxi as she has training. We ate burger king! :D I went to meet jiejie and ate with her again. 969 back to woodlands is really long. The bus was so cold that I shivered and jiejie and me shared a sweatshirt. HAHA. Kinda ridiculous.

ITCHY & TIRED!~

2009-08-12T22:10:00.003+08:00

ITCHYITCHYITCHY! D: have been scratching my whole body ever since yesterday. everywhere's itching! I think i'm just tooo tired today. I went to frolick after going to tampines and ordered a cup. I ended up NOT HAVING ENOUGH MONEY TO PAY FOR IT! So I had to tell them I have to get cash. SO EMBARASSING! and so I didnt go back. LOL! I know i'm being very irritating but all the atms have so long queues and so I just gave up.

Went to meet papa and we went causeway point to eat with xiaojing, xiaozhen, auntie and ahma! hahahhaa. :D I just realised my G2000 shirt cannot use machine wash, now looks weird alr. Like some maggie mee liddat. LOL! rwpsrwpsrwps. AFTER TOMORROW NO MOREEEEEE! HAHAHAH. :D:D:D:D

IDOOOOOLS

2009-08-12T01:35:00.005+08:00

Decided to blog abit on my favourites. :D

WOOHOOS! He's hot. :D
Jiro&myfav!

ToGetHer!

MY LOVED. WILBER!

Not forgetting my MIT darlings.

My favourite fanfan.

& LOLLIPOPPPPPPPPP!

favourite couple in KO.Sanguo

hohoho, dongchengwei!

SHOW.

PrettyGenie.

Fahrenheit. :D:D

Danson.

YALUN!

WOOOOHOOOOOS! Love them best still. :D

2009-08-11T19:18:00.002+08:00

MONDAY!

I was supposed to wait for Jaslyn's wakeup call so that we can meet to go study. But my phone went flat at around 7plus am so like I didn bother to wake up and charge. So, I woke up by my own initiative at 11 and switched on my phone, thinking Jas will kill me. But she called at the right time and so she came to my house. I got ready and we headed to Bugis. She couldnt get her magazine and the whole nagging thing started.

We were practically debating and raising our voices louder and louder. She couldnt stand my nagging. HAHAH! :D Then I told her, "If i dont do that, I cant be on your blog's headline." Went to Orchard to get it instead and went back to Pasir Ris on 518. Met Cheryl and Ting and we headed to Jas house to like ROOOOOT! hahhaha.

TUESDAY!

I got to study with Clinton for awhile and then we headed for dinner with JoshKoh and Daryl. Now rotting at his house though im supposed to study. LOL! Waiting for tiantian to send me report.

2009-08-09T18:10:00.000+08:00

It's been so long that I've not touched the computer. I have been using laptops until I kinda forgot the feel of it until today! :D I couldnt wake up for service today and also I had to go for a steamboat at Jessica's house with my jiejie and weiwei. So i woke up at like 11, got ready and like started watching abit of my ID 精英 and got asked to leave house. I treat them to a cab ride and we cabbed down to Serangoon!

I was so hungry but when I reached, me and jiejie started watching 法政先锋2. Ate Korean steamboat and I started rotting in front of the tv. Watched Shi Ke with my Kim Rae Won inside and it was quite exiciting lahs. I totally ignored my phone and realised I got four smses coming in. :D I wanta watch fireworks~ Junliang asked me go watch but yeaps, Im with jiejie so think like better not also. Plus i wear until like maciam going friend's house attire, not the going town attire. HAHA! hmmms.

After four hours of rotting, jiejie and her friends realised that im kinda bored with the tv already so they told me the computer is on. WAHLAOS! if only they told me earlier then I can like at least not rotttt for like four hours. HAHA!

Gotta study soon. TMR~! with the girls. :D:D

2009-08-08T00:17:00.002+08:00

There was some light shining in through the window at 7 but I didnt realise it was 7. I read Tiantian's sms and went back to sleeep. I totally forgot that I was supposed to be at PACC tutorial already. She called me at 840 and asked me what time am I coming. I was like OMIGOSH! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO ALIVE! So like told her at around 10 plus but I held my phone and fell asleep again until 1030! (The time Im supposed to meet her). I reached SP at only like 1130 and went for lunch at Macs at 12. :D SAW DENISETAN AGAIN! hohohoho!

We started discusing EC and went for stats lecture. Went to FC3 with TianTian and we kinda just chatted and drank fruit juice. Sam came along later and Evelyn came along too! We saw Heng Yin and Jasmine and went to them and like talk to them. =D I went for training and went back to find them before Coach came. So we went Moberly and I bought a bigger SP shirt and went for training.

I wanted to go to T232 after training for CG and heard someone shouting my name. JASMINE AND HENGYIN! hahahah! Thank God for them if not I will just cry along the way while wlaking there. Cos I got lost and I just stoned there on the phone with Kelvin. They brought me there and woohoos! CG ended superrr late today and im back home now!

2009-08-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

School was okay today. As usual but kinda slacked today. Teachers allowed us to discuss our projects on our own which was never a good idea as we will end up reading blogs or watching videos online. Met Cheryl at Tamp 1 after school and like ate Frolick with her! :D We walked aimlessly around tampines 1 and TM and walked back to my house. Talked a lot along the way. Had a lot of fun laughing and getting disgusted about the butterfly in her cup corn. HOHOHO!

Dont feel like going to school tomorrow. Four hours of break. It's crazy. Two half hour break to table tennis training then CG. It kinda feels like a waste of time with so much breaks in between. GAHHH! IRRITATING.

2009-08-06T00:23:00.003+08:00

I woke up on time today but couldn't find my SP Polo Tee and ended up hunting for a shirt to wear until I overshot the timing that I was supposed to leave house. I reached Dover at around 1120 and was walking to SB with Edwin but decided to make a U-turn to meet Cherrie at T15. I read up on my GGT notes since I skipped it while Cherrie and Clinton was talking. I seriously cannot get used to my contacts. It just make my eyesight uneven and I tried to take it out but I couldn't due to my long nails. I almost scratched my eye can.

Went to T15 classroom for Devo. :) Had a great time with them! Hearing them share the Word and their revelations just made me feel so refreshed. I didnt share at all today because I dont know why I felt so blank and distracted. Probably was because I was hungry at that time. But listening to the Word was enough to get me touched once again. Funny thing was we were praying halfway and a lecturer came in and HAHA! The feel was gone. HOHOHO. We went to FC4 to eat and I skipped my ECONS lesson because I was too hungry. Went back for PACC lecture and went for the HIV talk. The video was quite meaningful actually. It just reminds me of how the world is like.

Daryl made me feel so baddddd! He asked me to help out for Productions so I thought like it sounded very serious and so I was cursing in the convention theatre cos the person was taking so long to finish her talk. I felt real bad for making him late as he said we have to reach church by 430. SO I thought i kinda got him into trouble but when i went out to find him at 420, he told me it's just him, jeremy and me. I just totally went speechless! HAHAHA! He made me feel even more bad when he told me jeremy is alone there and that we have to leave at 6. We reached there at 5 and kinda sped up in our packing. IM is quite fun actually. Went for dinner with him at BK while Jeremy went to meet up with the NP core members. I thought i can see Janey but she didnt come. SOOO SAD! I cabbed down to Tampines Mall so i wont make my sister wait for so long. We went shopping together!!!! =D

Came home and saw weiwei at home. Both of us were kinda relieved and happy because it's really silent without his nagging at home. :) Trying to make plans for my mjc girls. Wanta catch up with them! and also, with the itchies. JESSSSSSSSSUS.! :D

I realised Jack does read my blog. Hello Jack Sim. :D HAHAHAH!

LALALA

2009-08-04T00:41:00.003+08:00

ME & HUIXIAN! :D

Precious girl that I believed Daddy has brought her to Arrow. :D

Came home today and like left my computer on but fell asleep from 5 to 730pm. =X had a bad headache, flu and felt like vomiting. It's like ohgawddd, feeling this after a nap when i'm supposed to feel better. But now i'm okay! Thank God.

I went to eat dinner with jiejie and like came home. We both felt weird without the nagginess of ZhiWei, especially her. I felt bad cos just now I was talking on the phone for like hours and kinda like neglect her. And now she's alone in her room sleeping and im still here doing my work and blogging. OOPS! and tomorrow cant eat with her cos got training until quite late. If she were to wait for me, she will faint. I know she wants to watch dramma with me. GOSHH! DADDY, MAKE HER SECURE WHEN IM NOT AROUND KAYY. Jas says she will drop by my house but like i wait for her to call till i fall asleep. HHAHAHA! Are you sure you don wanna me to mail your things instead? =X

Talked to Nikki and Charis on the phone. Update them about my life also. :) Sleeping soon. Now talking online to Cherrie Jiejie. LALALALA! and I drank water. Of cos, only few mouths. =X Gonna drink again when im going to sleep. So can last me for the whole night. hahaha!

2009-08-02T02:58:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY! :D Totally ponn-ed stats and somehow influenced sam to do the same too and we all ended up in the pool place. HOHOHO! We totally slacked around at Bukit Timah. We played pool, ate ice cream(ate like one cup & half tub) and slept and finally we met up with MORE people and went to L cube to jam. I was like inside only halfway but went out to have some time alone for awhile. Daryl and Cherrie came along to like talk to me. :D They totally cheered me up with godly counsel. I got very high after that and we went to eat Bak Kut Teh together. It feels so homely. I was somehow relieved and glad that I didnt make a wrong choice to be there instead of somewhere else colder. Seriously..

SATURDAY! Went for meeting at 1230. Thought that I was gonna be like late but I was on the dot on time. hahahha! We talked about the responsibilities and brainstormed on some ideas on the meals. I also found out that Lionel's Mum was my primary school teacher and FURTHERMORE, HE IS FROM GONGSHANG PRIMARY TOO! HAHAHAHA! Both of us got so excited and like OMIGOSH, SUCH A SMALL WORLD. Got to know Elizabeth more as we were like talking while waiting for the time to pass. =D

Arrow was good and i thank God to place Hui Xian in my life. I got to know her more and there was just this open-ness between us. We took phooto! But i lazy upload. Now is like 3am. And I read ade's blog, saw tat cheong inside the photos. Kinda missed 2/4 times or probably the cny times at manda's house. haaa.. Watched Sanguo with Zhi Wei and I continued to watch mfbbt last episode. I haven like start on my video translation for EC. (I know you guys are gonna slaughter me. I WILL DO IT LATER. hahaha, sorry for procrastination. But I really promise I will do it with a good job. Just needed some break off from everything.)

im so sorry that i didnt meet you girls but i just feel like.. not doing so, i admit. I missed you girls, really. But I just didnt want to go down.

Talked to Qi Shan online just now about some stuffs. Yeaps, we agreed already. On our future plan. HOHOHO! Sick of politics everywhere already.

2009-07-31T00:38:00.002+08:00

Woke up REAL late today and rushed for RWPS as I only know of the change of timing to 12 at like 1045. Thanks tiantian man! :) I went to school and practically did nothing much. We started watching sniper and like Edison's really cute inside. Watched halfway, I went off to meet JiaQi and Qi Shan. I ate KOKA tom yam. It's kinda nicer than the myojo one I realised.

Trained with the girls and went to NP again. Again, was either stoning or watching the match. Didnt wanna be the umpire today cos I know it will get quite stressful. Steller got the boys to do it for us instead. :D Went to meet Jeremy in NP after everything and we went to Clementi MOS Burger for dinner. We found out that we've got alot in common. We loove KO San Guo, we dont use twitter, we alotalotmore. hee! =X

Somehow, my inferiority complex is coming in. Just hiding it. This week's a long and dreadful one for me. Im breaking down anytime soon. Daddy..

2009-07-30T01:04:00.002+08:00

SP boys won TP but lost to NYP i think. SP girls lost to both TP and NYP. Two more matches to go. Im feeling so sick now. Having such a bad headache now. Guess it must be not enough sleep again.

Im feeling dry again. Just so empty. Dont know whats wrong with my emotions. Jesus, I really dont know how. I just feel like cooping myself up again. Being back to the fake me. I know it's not good, it's fake. But.. I cant help thinking about this option.

YOOHOOS!

2009-07-29T00:27:00.002+08:00

Woke up late today but managed to rush out of the house just on time. I was like a little late for ITAB but thank God that the teacher haven started class when I reached. I was like trying to catch up with Sam. I recognised her by her bag while she recognised me by my purple shorts. HOHO! =D

GGT was cancelled so we had three hours of break. Went to foodcourt 5 to eat Fish Zinger though I wasnt having any appetite at all. I was just eating for the sake of not getting any gastric pains again. Went to BizIT Library but it was smelly due to the lack of ventilation inside today and so we went to the study benches to like chill out and talk. We were getting bored by 1plus. Training today was cool! People came to film us but of cos I was playing like shit during warm up today. I dont know why my forehand just cannot stabilise. The ball just always ended up in alot of places whenever I hit it back. LOOL! But I had fun just playing it. :) Had fun with the other three babes. hahahah!

Tomorrow school starts at 1. =D End at 3 and will be off for training before competition again. Wonder if i will see jeremy. hahaha. OFF TO REST~!

OHOH! Vannie, Pearl and Rachel bought me like this handphone chain thing with me name. I LOVE THE COLOUR. Shimmery baby blue. SO pretty. SO BLING! Just like my nails, shimmery light purple. hahahaa. :) Got to study real soon like after competiton.

2009-07-28T01:02:00.002+08:00

SHAUN KOH RUI JIE! :O
ARE YOU HONOURED?
TO HAVE YOUR NAME POSTED BIG UP ON MY BLOG.
HOHOHOHOHO!
you've to thank me man.

LONG WEEEK

2009-07-27T23:49:00.001+08:00

THURSDAY:
HELLLLLO! :) I love HengYin & Jasmine to the max mans. They got me a watch, a red and white one with silver and white boxes as the inner design. It's just so pretty. If I have the time, I shall take photo for you readers to see okay! I know I have not much readers but yea, still sharing is a joy. Muahahah!

Went to Iluma Bugis to eat Fish Manhatten with the DTRM 07 babes. I had a lot of fun with them, talking and knowing each other on an another new level. I regretted ordering the Fish fillet with Calamari as the side and rice and chips. I forgot that it was served along with both rice and chips and so, I ended up ordering too much food for me to finish. It's like an over flowing abundance of food. I went toilet like a few times as I drank peach tea and the second time when I came back from the toilet, the bill was already somehow settled. At that time, I then realised that they actually planned to pay for my share long ago. Im like "Dang, I should have ordered the set lunch so it would be cheaper for them." I felt so bad for them to pay so much for my food when I never really finished the whole fish fillet. THANKYOU! We went walking around and went to the arcade to like relieve some stress before heading home. Some of them went home but Sam, Jasmine, ChanXi, Pearl and me went to slack and shop around and we saw LIN JUN JIE! They wanted me to take a photo with him as a memory of my birthday but I still decided not to for some reasons. HAHA! I'm happy enough to be able to see him real life rather than in taiwan variety shows or in the album cover. HOHOH!

FRIDAY:
We were being naughty on Friday and I skipped like two lectures of mine for the whole day. The others had a reason as they had to renew their passport in order to hand in the photocopied version to Ronald on time. Sam had to collect her SIM card while me, my reason was that I have to follow Sam. HAHAHAH! Cos we have to go expo for hillsong packing in the afternoon. Daryl came to Lavender to meet Sam and me and the three of us along with Pearl and Rachel went to Golden Mile to eat. I ate beef noodles and it's like not bad. The only thing about it is that it made me so bloated that my stomach hurts sooooooo much after eating it. We headed down to tamp after that to shop and we spent a long time in UniQlo shopping and I decided to bless Sam with a hot pink shirt with a crown logo at the front. =D We got COUPLE SHIRTS! =D hee. =X We went to expo to pack and I got to know more people like Amy, Hans and Daniel. Daryl kept bullying me by packing the goodie bags so fast that all of them got kinda stuck at my station. Josh Wong came after awhile and he was packing even faster than Daryl. HAHAA!

Went to Bugis with Josh after packing to meet Cleo, Jeremy, Isaac, Denise, Immanuel, Yong An to eat steamboat. They were obviously late or maybe it's just Cleo who told us the wrong timing. She told us 7 and so we were there on time and ended up waiting for half hour and found out that 730 is the meeting time. We went to the steamboat place to eat and had a fun time cooking and talking. Basically, the other two girls were in their world of Super Junior while I was in my own world of FOOOOD! Got to know Josh Wong more and I can boldly declare that Daddy has rised our friendship to a whole new level of encouragement and testifying of Jesus. Went home and slept late.

SATURDAY:
Woke up like quite late and was super tired. Guess what? I still had energy to hold on for the whole day until at night! It was the ZOnEEEE! I woke up and wore my Kill Your Television Shirt that I bought with Daryl at UniQlo on Friday. It's purple and I painted my lovely short nails pinkk too. Of cos, my friendship band with Nikki and Den is also purple. Im kinda in love with purple nowadays. Oh Wells. Zone was awesome and power-packed with many people. 7000 people across the whole Max Pavilion. Pastor Judah Smith was being so cool and he just got me to see Jesus in another perspective. He just got me to see the bible in another angle and knowing my Abba Father more intimately. :):)

Hillsong United was sharing with us on how to build a worship team etc during the conference. I thank God for United and Pastor Judah. They were awesome! It's not about just getting high on concerts but about getting to know more about Daddy God. I see Him revealing Himself to me in my life more and more each day. Amen.

Went for dinner aka supper with Janey, Sweemin, Nick and Auntie together at Coffee Express.

SUNDAY:
Lots of work to do as submission is on monday. I rushed my work after waking up at one and left house at like 4 to meet Sweemin to go for service together. Pastor Judah Smith! this time, He preached about tasting and seeing Jesus. Without tasting him, I would not be able to see him as how He is really like and we will start to dress his up. Taste FIRST and see Him and I will knw that the Lord is GOOD! WOOHOOOOOS! I went for dinner with Janey, Shanna and SweeMin at Marina. Swee claims that her food stinks. (Her food= my food) We still managed to clear it up and helped Janey with her speech and went home. I saw Aunt MeeToh from my previous church. Im so glad for grace Daddy. Thank God for it~

MONDAY:
Had tutorials, tests and submissions. Didnt get to have a proper lunch with the babes. Was editing the GGT report and headed for training straight after school. I didnt get to play for the competition but I know all things work together for good. I strongly believe that there is a reason on why didnt I get to play and I know well. Daddy wont put me in a place where Im insecure and unprepared for. Just like he wont put me in a travel agency now for me to supervise it. I will just make the agency close down. Same point here! =D Im so tired now. LOVE YOU JESUS! I thank God for Josh to encourage me and Daddy have made use of him to drop revelations in me. Is when I'm free to failures, that's when my success comes.

I'm so glad. :)
Monday is a great day. =D

2009-07-23T00:43:00.003+08:00

HELLO! THIS WEEK IS AWESOME BECAUSE IT IS MY BIRTHDAY! :):)

THANKS SP CG so much for celebrating it with me and trying to surprise me esp Denise & Cleo. The whole process was just very funny but yet sweet. awwwww! =D I was still a little surprised though I expected it. Had fun with the balloon that the guys gave me. LOOL! But it gave me quite a stare in my own room with it flying down to me and I thought what was it. The photos taken were so candid.

Me Smiling!

MAKING A WISH. p.s. the zone.

It looks more like a pose to me than blowing.

BELOVED CHARIS! =D

TUESDAY! Went for training and like I find it very fulfilling. Everyone was being so panicky about competition but what I think was I just want to relieve stress and not add stress. I joined something I like for a reason which is to relieve and so I am not going to let myself be affected. YOOHOOS!

Xiao Zhen being so shyyyy.

xiao jing!

me and xiaozhen!

me and xiaojing! SHE SO CUTE RIGHT!

papa trying hard to shua shuai!

finally a smile.

QING BAO! A gift from hengyin. =D HAHA!

Guess what? Look below.

Albin was being so nice today! I thought he forgot my birthday somehow as he acted like nothing happened. He just didnt wish me when he gave me wake up call, the first thing he said to me when i reached was "miss, what time issit now?" then suddenly i was being so sian due to me being late for presentation already. Suddenly, he took out a cake! AWWWW, SO SWEET RIGHT! THANK YOU BINBIN.

These are the presents from Janey's Mum!

She gave me alot of them. Likke five and one of them is annointing oil! Oil from the lily of valley and is called the oil of gladness. =D She bought the waterbottle as it was lime green. She bought the new hillsong CD. YAAY and even bought a keychain that has the words "faith hope love" on it just to match with the CD. AWWW! and a small devotion to bring around me. SHO SWEET. So blessed!

Hoodie that I wanted and Jessie Jie bought it for me.

I actually felt super blessed cos I only like described it to them thru msn on tuesday night and ahyong korkor went to like find it the next day and they like got it for me. It might not be the exact that I want but its just so close to what I desired for. COOLNESS! Went for dinner with my cousins and sister at bedok 85 and really had fun chilling out eating durians too. :)

Before the dinner, was having fellowship session with Charis, Evelyn, Cherrie, Zheng Kai and the other babes of SPB! Had great time together. TOMORROW! WITH MY BABY GIRLS OF DTRM07!

and thank you yeoyeo for buying the victorian loafer shoes for me. =D MUACKKS!

2009-07-18T01:29:00.003+08:00

WENT SHOPPING WITH SWEE JUST NOW! Met her after her tuition. We ate Kwap Chap but the most disgusted thing that happened was that the aircon above us were leaking and it dripped into our FOOD! HAHAHHA~ We continued eating though. She brought me to UniQlo to search for my pullover hoodie. Did found it but there were only Navy Green, White, Black. BOOO! There are bright coloured jacket hoodies but with zips. Still considering if I should continue searching for bright hoodie pullovers or just get a pullover or the bright coloured zipped jackets. HMMM! HOWHOWHOW? Any suggestions?

We went shopping around and I did most of the talking again. HAHAH! Went back home after that. Wanted to watch San Guo with Zhi Wei but it wasnt out yet so we watched the last story of the Ai Dao Di. Of cos, he was forced to watch it with me. HAHAHA! I find it boring now. Going to sleeeep now. NIGHTS!

Forgone me.
Erasing my memory.

2009-07-17T19:05:00.003+08:00

HELLO! I didnt go to school today. Was having a bad headache when I woke up. Wanted just to skip first lesson but I fell asleep deeply and woke up at 9. Jas woke up shocked when she saw me still in bed. HAHAH! She also didnt go school. She's a naughty girl. I continue sleeping until 1 and ate porridge that Jas's mum cooked for me and ate panadol. Came home not long after that.

Watched some videos of the bbt concert. =DD AWWW, cant wait for them to come Singapore. but now, Hillsongs is just next week. I dont know why but it seems like table tennis became my lowest priority. I just dont feel like going anymore. I just want to commit to church, school, friends and family. Training just drains me somehow. I have been skipping it unintentionally. Of cos, people would think it wouldnt be such a coincidence that I skip so many in a row. Seriously, I dont really want to care. hahah!

I want to be open in this blog here. Of course, I would filter those that I think should not be shared openly. =D I miss mummy. Like alot. When I'm at Jas house, I see Jas talking to her mummy at night just reminds me of how I was like her in the past. I just miss her. To others, two years passed so quickly. Quite true, but these two years doesnt feel like two years. It always feels like I just lost her not long ago. haha, but im okay about it. dont worry! Im just missing her.

2009-07-16T22:20:00.003+08:00

OUTERSPACE SILVER BAGGGGGGGGG! CHIO CANNNNN! $129. =X

SOMEHOW I REGRET BUYING THE RED & WHITE ONE. I WANNT THIIIIIIIS! $63.

I WANT NEON COLOURED BAGS. BLESS ME WITH THIS CAN? $99

I just find this so funky and ROCKER STYLE. $59

I WOULD DEFINITELY LOVE TO OWN THEM BUT I KNOW I CAN ONLY DO SO IF IM LIKE DAMN FILTHY RICH. ANYONE WILLING TO BUY THEM FOR ME? LOOL!

2009-07-16T18:18:00.003+08:00

It's time to updateeee! =D The week today is quite fulfilling. I WANT MY NEON PULLOVER.

TUESDAY! Went to collect my pay after school and helped ChanXi and Junda collect theirs too. Headed to arrival hall to sit and wait for my father and he took like an hour to get here. Not only that, I had to go up to the departure hall to wait for him. The weather that time when I was waiting outside was AWESOME! Not hot, not cold but just nice with clouds all over. Went to Bedok 85 to eat with papa and my other two younger sisters, xiaojing and xiaozhen. Xiaojing fell sick and she was like suffering and so me and papa ate like alot faster. xiaozhen was just playing peekaboo with us. LOOL!

WEDNESDAY! Went THIS FASHION with my classmates. :) the big one at plaze sing. I helped them choose their formal clothes and I tried on some too but it wasnt suitable. I left halfway to meet Jas at Orchard and we started shopping at Far East. She bought dresses while I saw alot of things I want but ended up not buying them at all. HAHAH! Went to tampines to get my bag. Jas helped me choose it. hahaha, and went to find neon coloured pullover hoodie sweater but couldnt find it anywhere. So we went back to my house with packed macs to eat while I packed my clothes. Went to Jas house and stayed over.

TODAY! Went Orchard again this time with Tricia, Steph, GuoWei, JunJie and Jinliang. Ate pastamania for lunchhh! YIPEEE! =D Went walking around at Cine and Heeren before heading back to Jas house. Taught Celeste maths and like just slacked around watching tv.

it's gonna be another normal day.
Doing something with no sincerity only incur more hurt.
Continue the treatment;
Guess it's time to end it.

2009-07-13T23:36:00.003+08:00

HELLO! FINALLY GGT PRESENTATION IS OVER! I just ate my first manna that Daddy gave for me to conquer. I didnt expect myself to be able to talk so loudly. I see my vision coming true. :) yaaaaay. Thank you Abba. Finally, GGT is over and so we have to work on report and RWPS. But ONE GIANT DOWN! =D

I do realise that my actions these few days can be quite erm, something that I dont like myself to be. I just want to be like what Clinton says, "ShuMing is a neutral party." Yes, I realise I should not use my power of influence wrongly but use it to love. Daddy, only you can do this for me. =D

ANYWAY! I overslept today. WORST CASE! I woke up thinking woah, I had a good sleep. I see ths sunlight I know it's super late already. I THANK GOD IT'S 830. Cos my sister was in her other room not knowing that I wasnt out in school. She thought that ZhiWei have woke me up in the morning for Econs. End up I got so cranky and walked into her room and she got shocked. But i Thank God that I was not in Econs also. Need to start being consistent in my studies le. I got 77 for my geog MST. =D I dont know how much I get fot ITB though.

Sorry Nick that I forgot your birthday. ooops! =x Went for Sakae with JoshWong, Isaac, Denise, Clinton, JoshKoh, Daryl, Jeremy. Had a good time eating and filling ourselves with good food at West Mall Sakae. hahahahha! We were like in a feel like vomiting state when we walked out. Went to Isaac's house but by that time, I was already kinda knocked out in my mind. Totally spaced out at his house and I played Uno with some of them while the rest were playing guitar. hahaha. Went home and here I am being so energetic again! LOL! =D

Tomorrow collect pay and meet Nick to pass him his tickets. Wed meeting Jas sweetheart to shop and everything. Thurs meeting Eileen to pass her tickets. Friday, training. Hahaha!

THE ZONE IS JUST NEXT WEEEEEk. WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS!

2009-07-12T03:31:00.003+08:00

GAHH, shopping yesterday really start to make my heart LONGGG for like many things. I need a new backpack (sorry cheryl for using ur bag for soooo long). Wallet still can tahan. HAHA, just the cards compartment abit retarded only. NEW PHONE! MP3! hahahaha. New phone will be getting soon bahs, only at Sep cos thats when my line can be upgraded. :) I cant live without music on transport. So i want a mp3333333. that belongs to me. (again, sorry cheryl for making ur that small samsung battery operated mp3 MIA for like two years.) I seriously owe cheryl alot mans. HAHA! thanks darling. =X oosh, just remembered got to like get a palms so i can like wear it. hahhaa.

NEW CLOTHES. Just saw a lot of really nice clothes but of cos decided to be wise with my finances. hahaha, and lastly, i want to slim down. gosh, i know this sounds really insecure over here but im like gaining FATS. JESUSSSSS, let me supernaturally slim down. hahaha.

2009-07-12T00:13:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY! =D Went to FC2 with project mates and like started doing our project. Sam told me she saw Isaac so I went to say high without recognising that the ones with him were Daryl, Denise and Clinton. HAHA! Until the second time when Sam told me that Denise was there. Was doing project with a cool atmosphere with the caregroup sitting in front of me and praising and worshipping. :) Went to LT4(B) for caregroup and like has a cosy time there. We shared about bad reports and we cast it ALL TO GOD! =D Went home with Denise, Cleo and Daryl after that on Cleo's van.

SATURDAY! Woke up super late as reached home late on friday. Ate lunch and bus-ed down to Orchard Paragon to find DTRM classmates. They were shopping for formal wear. We shopped around from Paragon to Taka to Wisma to Marina Square. Still, I did not find any I would prefer. haha! Yes business wear would be something you cant definitely love but I mean still want to find something that I can carry off quite well de ma. :) we had starbucks along the way, chitchatted and went to Citylink Xin Wang Taiwan to eat. Just had a fun time with classmates.

2009-07-08T23:12:00.002+08:00

I was sleeping soundly on my bed and was having the best sleep of the week until I felt irritating vibration. Albin called. Picking up the call and hearing his background, I thought that I overslept and that I have lessons at 7, forgetting that my lessons are cancelled. I got like panicky for nothing and I realised my lessons are at 11. But I know Albin meant well. HAHA! So I went back to sleep and met Jordan to go to school together.

Met the girls outside Mr. Bean and went for lecture together. Couldnt really focus the whole day today. GAHH! Communal event was okay initially but more and more unlinked questions start popping up. Whatever it is, I just got so bored and rushed to Pasir to meet Cheryl to pass her the slip and went to find Jaslyn. Slept for like half hour and went to meet Jordan again. PangSeh-ed Jordan today after school. HAHA! He taught her maths and I was just stoning and using her phone unlimited smses to sms my friends. Went to see him eat Subway and went home. That jas and jordan ah, come up with so many funny weird names for me. SO EMBARRASSING!

2009-07-08T00:15:00.002+08:00

Slept so much yesterday but still was sooo tired this morning that I slept all the way to school. HAHA! :) Went for ITAB lessons and Powerpoint lesson kinda was very pissing off for me because I cant insert any music clip from the clip art organiser. I ended up just inserting a Korean song inside. HAHAHA! =D Went for like GGT and was listening to Steph's itouch while listening to Andrew Gray's lecturing.

Did PBL for like two hours but ended up doing only one question because it was so hard that all of us cracked our brains. Still, couldnt get anything but TianTian managed to get it when she tried at home. Went for training and kinda slacked also. I was just sooo tired. Went home with Albin leaving me to go home alone again. ALBIN AH! Went to meet Jas at Pasir and met MeiXuan and KaiTing along the way. :):) Went to eat and talked alot with JasJas and went home!

SO TOUCHED BY JONA'S WORDS. HAHAHA!

2009-07-07T00:40:00.004+08:00

I do know that at times I can be over sensitive which is not a very good thing either. At times, I would love to ask before I jump to conclusions but it can be really hard when he/she has totally disappoint you from time to time. My judgement was indeed wrong. People that I thought that wont care actually cared the most. People that I thought would be the first to leave actually were there for me always. In contrast, people that I thought will be here, were the first to turn their backs.

"You just need one true friend." - Bel

True. Be it one or a few, you just need that few friends and not a group of them.

Most importantly, I just need Jesus.
He will bring the true commandoe friends to me.
Thank God for SPCG! =D
Thank God for Jaslyn. :)

2009-07-06T20:37:00.003+08:00

I AM SUPERRR HUNGRYY NOW! Came home at like 430 and ended up knocking out in jie's bed until 730. Have been slacking until now before I start doing the real work. GGT PROJECT. Daddy, I really need your grace for it. We picked the next week slot. JESUSSS!

ANNOUNCEMENT! I WAS ALREADY LATE FOR SCHOOL TODAY. FOR THE SAKE OF ALBIN LYE JIAHAO, I HAD TO BE EVEN LATER. HE FELT SO GUILTY THAT HE GAVE ME HIS WATERBOTTLE TO DRINK FOR THE WHOLE DAY COS I GOT SORE THROAT. HAHHAA! no la, he really was being nice in lending me. (being nice to him cos was asked to by him. HAHHAA)

SATURDAY! Honestly, I felt upset before that and was kinda rotting at home and just staring into space. Stare and like teared. Of cos my mind wasnt blank but was thinking of some things. I realised there is no point in thinking and so I just went off the house to meet the rest for lunch. Ate KFC with Sam, Sara, JoshK, JoshW and Gabriel! :) Wanted to get tickets for Swee before Arrow but the tickets she wanted ran out. There was like some problems with me getting the tickets for Aunt also. I asked Swee to help me to get tickets cos she was queuing already. So since i thought she queuing and so I told JoshW that he can give his tickets to someone else instead. Next thing I know, she called and said that she couldnt get enough tickets for herself also. So I went early to like try to get it but before I even start queuing, the five bucks tickets were out. Mans! But I decided to bless the kids that approach Aunt's shop to ask for the tickets. =D AWESOME! I love tithing and sowing into others. :)

Arrow was good. I just felt so refreshed again. Went for dinner with the rest at Suntec FC and had a great time talking as SPB! We talked, got random with ZhengKai and just talked. Celebrated Cherrie's birthday and prayed for the June babies and Cherrie. In the foodcourt. HAHA!

Sunday! Went to meet Denise, Jeremy, Cleo, Isaac for breakfast at Yakun and obviously I was late but not the latest. hahahah! Went to Pasir Ris Park and wanted to help Denise with her CIP but her project mates changed their mind and headed home. So we just went to play and everything. They caught a jellyfish and mudskipper. I do not really like all these sea things so I just went back to the shore and watch the belongings and also watch them play and go high in the sea. hahaha! still had fun doing so. Caught a video of them doing Jiho with NO REASON TO HIDE in the SEA! hahaha.

Headed to Cleo's house and changed everything. Started camwhoring under her block and we waited for a seven seater cab for so long that we gave up. We saw Cleo's father driving past and so we sat in the fridge where it's supposed to keep NutriSoy Soyabean Milk. We had COOL praise and worship inside and rushed to service. Went to watch movie with Sweemin, Jie and Kor after service. =DD FUNFUN! TRANSFORMERS! hahahhaa.

LAST WEEK WAS AWESOME!

2009-07-03T18:02:00.002+08:00

ALBIN! This post is specially dedicated to you. I know you will probably kill me for this but I seriously have no choice. HAHA! I just need some pictures on my blog you know. And this is the punishment for ps-ing me so many times in a day. First time - left me to do your project when you said you wanted to meet, HAHA! Second time - called you to go home together but you asked me to take straight bus myself. HOHOHO!

He got so shocked when I told him I took a snapshot of his SUNSHINE side.

HERE COMES THE PIRATE OF THE BIN!

TRANSFORM! Hello, I'm s shrek now.

His favourite, which I find it okay la.

He reminds me of Adam&Eve here.

Sorry, this picture is disturbing with us acting cute. HAHA

EEEW, FULL SCREEN ON MY COMP. HAHA!

EVIDENCE OF HIM PS-ING ME! Kept talking and practically ignore me all the way. Off his mic somemore.

okay, here's some update. MST IS FINALLY OVER. HOORAY! :) Stats was kinda tedious. Econs was quite manageable. Whatever it is, all is into His hands. AMEN! =D BESTFRIEND is back. HAHHAA. okay, i kinda crapping here. :)

2009-06-30T18:28:00.002+08:00

HELLO! Geog was okay as it is in His hands now. HAHA! When i got the paper, I was enjoying doing it just like how I enjoyed doing my O level papers. :) I annointed it and spoke in tongues whenever I dont know how to do. But at the last section where we have to remember the places of interest, I was totally clueless and my head became very pain as I started thinking really hard. Halfway, I just gave up telling myself He will prosper my mistakes. :) And as for the ITB Excel where I have to enter my adm number and I didnt know that my 0964 the 0 will disappear. So my adm number in my mst assignment will become 964 instead. I know that nothing will happen because if he can allow the examiner to mark my O level Prac when I never write my name at all, He will allow the examiner to overlook that part. :)

Went to meet Papa today and we went for lunch. Ate a lot and got kinda lectured by him for wasting food cos I ended up not finishing my noodles. HAHA! We went for facial together, I know sound very weird for a father to do facial with the daughter. HAHAHA! Had fun and like went home. Started slacking for awhile but after Jeremy's and JinSheng's motivating, I started doing the BB questions and Jeremy is like teaching me through MSN now. Thank God for both of them. :) I AM GOING TO OVERCOME PACC WITH JESUS! Where I am weak, I am strongzkzkzkzkz. HAHAHA~ =D just that I wil get headache easily nowadays. Irritating shit.

2009-06-30T00:52:00.002+08:00

Have not been mugging like how I used to for O levels. I just cant get the momentum. I get distracted super easily especially when I was studying for ITAB few days ago. The paper was quite difficult but I felt at peace after doing it. It's like Daddy telling me that it's okay. I woke up this morning feeling refreshed again, just like how Yeo said so on Sunday night.

I just felt refreshed and restored again. Feeling good that no matter what my results are, whether it's my expectations a not, my future is decided. And so, I should just rest and study. Study and not look at the results but look at Jesus who DECIDES MY FUTURE. Results do not decide my future because it is DEAD. Look at the LIVING one! :)

Went to meet Jordan at Buona and trained back to Pasir Ris to study at the Elias CC. Such a coincidence that we bumped into Jun Liang and Jamie. We went for dinner and started studying. Left at like 7am to meet my sister for another dinner. Dont worry, both dinners are small bites. Add together to make one proper meal. I didnt eat much of my Ban Mian anyway. Thank God for some laughter time when I was with them because was feeling kinda down.

Going through some emotional trial.

2009-06-29T22:24:00.002+08:00

IT'S ME!

SCRUBBING TOGETHER~

Do CIP until bored so ended up zilianing.

SAW THIS, I JUMP SO HIGH!

2009-06-29T21:42:00.002+08:00

Wont be posting all but just a sneak preview of the BBQ. =D

2009-06-28T16:16:00.002+08:00

HELLO! I will be posting some photos when Im free soon. Photos of us doing our CIP for New Hope. I was actually praying for a Christian organisation.

Had Graduation BBQ! It was a success, YAAY! I had fun marinating chickens and chopping garlic. It was like a day when all of us bonded and had lots of fun. Went Den house to stay and we had like fun studying and talking until 6am. HAHAH~! The BBQ was a short fun with many jump shots taken with Josh Chui and we had our own service in the multi purpose room in Pine Grove. =DD Went home like superr late.

Had to wake up on Sat for CIP. Was dreading it somehow because I thought im going to be super late until Janey Mum came to the rescue. THANKYOU! I had lots of Siew Mai and VitaSoy for breakfast. :) Reached the Sembawang place and we took a lot of effort cleaning the place and it's just fun. Went back to Pasir to meet Jas to get my lollipop baby hahahahhaa! Went to eat some Thai food with Denise, Ling and Ade though we ate separately as their things were at McCafe. I ate Cup Noodles again as it was def not enough for me and studied at Jas house. But I studied for half hour and fell asleep with the ITB book on my face. Hilarious!

=D=D=D Got dragged out of the house by Jas at 9am to go eat breakfast with her family and Ahma at Ikea and came back at 12 and I started sleeping again. Was super tired due to the accumulation of fatiqueness from the past few days ever since I worked midnight. HAHA. Woke up at 3 and we started eating some sour plum thing together and talked and here I am blogging after I bathe.

JASLYN CHONG IS AN AHLIAN NOW. LOOK AT HER HAIR.

2009-06-25T01:57:00.002+08:00

I couldn't wake up today at all. Supposed to meet Tian Tian and Samantha at like Dover control station at 1045 but I ended up waking up at 1030. What's funny is that Sam also only woke up after I messaged them about me being late. After dragging and negotiations with each other, the timing is made back to two. So Sam couldn't make it. Met up with Tian Tian and Jun Jie at Dover and we headed to SB to collect a TA cert for my friend. We were like hunting for the teacher's room and I even mistook another teacher for my friend's teacher. LOL!

We went to FC5 after that and started editing our introductory as it was in a mess. After sitting there for hours, we realised it was not effective at all as we were not prepared with our analysis. So RWPS members, our next meeting we have to come prepared with our brief research and not only that, but also a detailed analysis so we can collate together. :) Then we can start with the slides. During the MST week, it's going to be running together as a group already kay. Love you guys. =DD

It's so cold here. I went to meet Denise and Nikki and ate Fei Fei Wanton noodles together. Had a great time together as three commandoe friends again. Went home and talked along with Denise while walking to MRT. Went home took an one hour nap and here I am now, at Budget terminal ROTTING AWAY. Just now still have JoshKoh to pei me to message. Now Im just rotting away. Thank God im smart enough to sign up wireless@sg just now. if not, I now totally cant do anything on the net. =DD

BYEEEEEE.

2009-06-22T23:45:00.004+08:00

HELLO! I woke up like late today and headed off to Ehub! in a rush to meet up with Nick at Coffeebean. We studied here and there, facebooked here there. I saw Farreha and ran towards her and gave her a super tight hug. HEE. =D Nick and me went for lunch at Macs. Couldn't decide what to eat so I asked him to decide for me because he kept rushing me to make a decision. He ended up buying McSpicy and my stomach wasnt feeling that well whole day because it always causes me to shit. HAHA!

We went back to Pasir Ris Crest and found out that Mr Paul Ng was still having a meeting so we waited and waited. Cheryl the bimbo came along and complained how hot it was and how hard the bus stop chair was. We finally gave up and went back to Ehub! to find ting and Jas. We went to top floor and waited for them. Ended up talking and catching up. I went to buy Sushi and like waited for ling and jer to come. Nick went off first while I stayed with the girls to get the tix from ling. Exchanged, talk a little and i went off to the condo with the girls. Took PHOTOS!

Went home and talked to Ade for awhile. Going training tomorrow, then down to Servers meeting. =D

My dearest SP FAMILY! =D

Thank you Daddy. =D Those who never go are not shortchanged but their portion has been given to them during Arrow Service. =D Amen.

2009-06-22T11:24:00.002+08:00

His bread is only sufficient for me today. Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow's bread will be enough for me tomorrow. :)

I seriously got to rush my projects and my studying already. Daddy! Pray that we can have extension of holidays so we can study. GOSHHH!

NOTE:
- PBL
- RWPS/GGT
- EC Interview

My dearest group members, Im so sorry that I was away for the first two weeks due to work and church camp. Now, I will run with you guys man. HAHA! PBL needs to be handed up on week 12 and EC week 16. RWPS is just hectic. HAHA! I dont even know when. JESUS, I NEED YOUR GRACE TO PULL ME THROUGH ALL THESE WITH FLYING COLOURS. hahahahha. In the natural, I cannot, In the supernatural, the world's jaws will drop. Because I can with Him. Amen.

SHU.

2009-06-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

I took like very long to decide to what to wear today. I finally decided on my starry shirt, skirt and leggings and head to whitesands to wait for Cleo's Dad. Uncle fetched the three of us to Suntec and we went for lunch at Astons. Had a great time talking to Immanuel, Yong An and Jeremy. Headed for service and really had a great time absorbing His Word. It's like I'm always feeling so tired during services but this time, I felt so fresh and listened all the way through without being tired. I was being so hungry for Jesus that I wanted more even after Pastor preached finish.

I went for dinner at Millenia with the caregroup and we were all ended up talking about guys and girls etc. HAHAH! The guys in our CG are all so nosey. heee! I talked to Cherrie and we were like discussing some girl talk. MUAHAHAHA. Denise says my taste very bad. hahaha. Tomorrow going study. :) Nights.

2009-06-20T12:44:00.002+08:00

HELLO! :D A new walk for me and my Jesus after the HIstoryMaker Camp 09. I decided to delete all my posts because I realise it was all so emotional. hahaha! HM Camp was awesome and really refreshing for me. My expectations were all fulfilled. Maybe not all but mostly all and besides my expectations, He went all out and just impart many unexpected revelations to me. It was not only just fun but strong friendships were born and we saw wonders in the caregroup. Paul being able to speak up and be happy, Lindon speaking up and alotalot. Even I myself, was being able to share my dirty past of jumping from r/s to r/s in front of the whole CG. I just feel so.. touched. Seeing others share just made me kept crying. This camp has really changed me.

Expectations fulfilled
-know everyone on deeper level
-kingdom friendships
-walk out secure and not be bothered about comments
-not be fatigue easily anymore
-expand my comfort zone
-favour with everyone
-life with a purpose
-boldness to talk and share
-hunger for the Word

i am definitely still growing in the Lord and there are many things which I need to grow in. Knowing how to be wise in my speech, knowing how to open up and not be afraid of leadership and also learning not to act strong but allow myself to be weak. I cant update much about camp here because its a journey and I cant blog about my journey here. It's so longgggg. HAHA.

Yesterday I came back tired and feeling sick. Got quarantined for one hour at the woodlands checkpoint. Talked to Charis about some things and learned from the correction. =D Thank God for Charis. :)